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i realise this blog has been quite stagnant for quite some time.
maybe cos there's nothing much interesting going on or im just soooooooooooooooooo preoccupied with school.
omg. i swear, everyday, i go home feeling so shagged. its either cause of extra lessons or hockey.
thank goodness there are incentives that keep me going on.

so, i kinda took time off my 'busy' schedule to watch azmi and his group dance for danceworks'08 grand finals.
i had this BIGBIG urge in me to not go cause i have soo much studying to do.
but bottomline, i promised azmi and zul that i was gna come.
so i did.
i reached st james at abt 1pm and waited outside with the scorching merciless sun above us for about 45mins! kerayziee sey.
the group i was dumped into wasnt a good one, seriously.
i felt sooo out of place.
i barely know any of them [except for hazlami and alep] and worse thing was, our cultures differ. like totally. they speak alien to me.
haha. ok. i may be exagerating a little bit but i just cudnt connect with them at all.
but a little exposure wont kill me, i suppose.

the dancers were great. seriously.
i was kinda glad i came.
its not always i get to see people dance and i have the big urge to dance with them too.
haha.
i shall not talk much abt the event i guess.
flare nation [did i spell it right?] didnt win but they were good, nonetheless.
the crowd wasnt that 'kecoh' except those of the flare nation supporters which were us.

skipskip to after the show.
so flare nation got 3rd right, and i waited for the crew to join us supporters.
i was PRAYING for zul and azmi to come soon cos i felt so weird around those 'foreigners'.
so YAY! they came and they got me out of that group and brought me backstage to get to know the rest of the flare nation crew. they are much more friendly. seriously!
so there were hakim, hadi, y^2, dan, 'manjin' (? he had a name but i forgot), hakim's sister, jas... shit. thats as far as i can go. too many to remember.
but they were a great bunch. talkative and very entertaining.
half of them thought i was azmi's gf and atleast one thought i was zul's.
hahaha. we ate somewhere at vivo. when i say somewhere, it is literally somewhere IN vivo. its some sidewalk near long john. sumpah ghetto sey. hahaha.
but a few of us had the luxury of proper tables and chairs at long john.
we sat there for almost an hour or so until everyone decided to head to somewhere.
one thing i learnt about them was, they take effing long time to decide on sth.
they took15mins to think of the next place to go. they didnt wna go home but they wanted to go somewhere.
AND.. it took them another 15mins to actually make a move. so most of the time i spent with them was standing in the middle of nowhere talking and laughing.
funny bunch, seriously.

they went to city hall and i left them to head home.
it was like the hardest decision i ever had to make.
azmi and zul refused to leave me alone YET they wna join the 'lepak' session.
and not only them, but hakim and.. [shit i forgot his name] were convincing me to join them.
i seriously want to. but thing is, i need to start discipling myself- no more late nights. AND i promised my dad i wont be home late for today. AND i need time to study. AND altho i got a lil more comfortable, i still find it weird to 'lepak' with half of the people still unknown to me. AND i was out of cash.
so yeah. NOW, u shud sorta understand, zul.
and hey, i felt bad right after that.
with zul's msg and azmi's call, i almost wanted to turn back.


ok. i talk too much.
i need to study.
bye(:

i realise this blog has been quite stagnant for quite some time.
maybe cos there's nothing much interesting going on or im just soooooooooooooooooo preoccupied with school.
omg. i swear, everyday, i go home feeling so shagged. its either cause of extra lessons or hockey.
thank goodness there are incentives that keep me going on.

so, i kinda took time off my 'busy' schedule to watch azmi and his group dance for danceworks'08 grand finals.
i had this BIGBIG urge in me to not go cause i have soo much studying to do.
but bottomline, i promised azmi and zul that i was gna come.
so i did.
i reached st james at abt 1pm and waited outside with the scorching merciless sun above us for about 45mins! kerayziee sey.
the group i was dumped into wasnt a good one, seriously.
i felt sooo out of place.
i barely know any of them [except for hazlami and alep] and worse thing was, our cultures differ. like totally. they speak alien to me.
haha. ok. i may be exagerating a little bit but i just cudnt connect with them at all.
but a little exposure wont kill me, i suppose.

the dancers were great. seriously.
i was kinda glad i came.
its not always i get to see people dance and i have the big urge to dance with them too.
haha.
i shall not talk much abt the event i guess.
flare nation [did i spell it right?] didnt win but they were good, nonetheless.
the crowd wasnt that 'kecoh' except those of the flare nation supporters which were us.

skipskip to after the show.
so flare nation got 3rd right, and i waited for the crew to join us supporters.
i was PRAYING for zul and azmi to come soon cos i felt so weird around those 'foreigners'.
so YAY! they came and they got me out of that group and brought me backstage to get to know the rest of the flare nation crew. they are much more friendly. seriously!
so there were hakim, hadi, y^2, dan, 'manjin' (? he had a name but i forgot), hakim's sister, jas... shit. thats as far as i can go. too many to remember.
but they were a great bunch. talkative and very entertaining.
half of them thought i was azmi's gf and atleast one thought i was zul's.
hahaha. we ate somewhere at vivo. when i say somewhere, it is literally somewhere IN vivo. its some sidewalk near long john. sumpah ghetto sey. hahaha.
but a few of us had the luxury of proper tables and chairs at long john.
we sat there for almost an hour or so until everyone decided to head to somewhere.
one thing i learnt about them was, they take effing long time to decide on sth.
they took15mins to think of the next place to go. they didnt wna go home but they wanted to go somewhere.
AND.. it took them another 15mins to actually make a move. so most of the time i spent with them was standing in the middle of nowhere talking and laughing.
funny bunch, seriously.

they went to city hall and i left them to head home.
it was like the hardest decision i ever had to make.
azmi and zul refused to leave me alone YET they wna join the 'lepak' session.
and not only them, but hakim and.. [shit i forgot his name] were convincing me to join them.
i seriously want to. but thing is, i need to start discipling myself- no more late nights. AND i promised my dad i wont be home late for today. AND i need time to study. AND altho i got a lil more comfortable, i still find it weird to 'lepak' with half of the people still unknown to me. AND i was out of cash.
so yeah. NOW, u shud sorta understand, zul.
and hey, i felt bad right after that.
with zul's msg and azmi's call, i almost wanted to turn back.


ok. i talk too much.
i need to study.
bye(: