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Friday, February 29, 2008

unedited;


excited nyer yuni!
(x



♥ 9:49 PM



we were on the way to GIANT yesterday.
then, in the car, daddy was telling mommy, me and the boys how he tricked a taxi driver.
this is how it happened...
daddy was walking up to fetch the car in the multi-storey carpark then suddenly a taxi came in.
he saw my dad. so he followed him from behind. (cos he wanted an easy job finding a spot)
my dad walked up and up and up.
then, when my dad had his fun allowing the taxi driver to follow him, he walked back down.
so.. the taxi driver was tricked!! he wasted his petrol following my dad.
WAKAKAKA.

he is soooooooooooo mean sometimes. but damn, its funny.
(x


OMG. how i miss going home early.
i did today and i was soo grateful.
accompanied su to macs and then we split.
met my mom and amal zikri.
we got home together and i quickly changed to my home clothes.
after my mom was done with her lunch, she laid on the mattress in our living room and watched nickelodeon.
i then took my bantal busok and laid beside her.
and mind you, it was a single size mattress and she's two times bigger than me.
she caressed my hair and played with it.
omg. i seriously miss that.
then suddenly, we dozed off and only woke up 2hrs later(x
by then, daddy and the rest got back home.
amal zikri was annoyed at us cos we were too sleepy to entertain him.
HAHA.
[and now, he's dancing to crank that]


OH OH!
and im damn damn damn HAPPY that ill be sitting with the hockey girls for prom night.
we'll be the noisiest table, i tell youuuuuuuu.
=D


♥ 9:08 PM


Thursday, February 28, 2008

one after another and another and another.


first it was him.
talking shit and not making sense.
ended up not even entertaining him.
now, we're not even on talking terms.
i cant even SEE his face.
just because...
*sigh*

then it was the rumour.
from a single party to manymany parties,
then suddenly to ppl that are not even IN the picture.
i really hate it when two close frens start talking abt things gg on in some other person's life.
and i really shud be grateful to the person who STARTED this thing.
im learning who to trust and who not to.
and apparently, im losing the trust of quite a number of ppl.
ill be keeping my mouth sealed from now on.

then there are the frens.
hoooooooo. how my blood boiled when they pestered and pestered.
from the day i stepped into tpjc, ive NEVER liked cliques.
im NEVER stuck into one either. i JUMP.
not until this year. suddenly i was IN a clique just because.
and the stupid thing was, im not even close to more than half of them!
it was just a bloody coincidence that im close to one and that i have another in my class.
it was just a bloody coincidence that i HAPPEN to always sit with them during breaks.
this i shall say clearly, cliques suck big time and even suckier when u're not even in one.
waaaaaaaaaah. and they just have to make it WORSE.
i didnt recall signing a freaking contract that says i have to be with them and do EVERYTHING with them 24/7. i didnt even SAY i want to hang out with them.
like seriously, i rather not talk to any of them than always being stuck to them.
TAK KASI FREEDOM!!!
their future spouses will really have a hard time.
(x

oh. another thing...
im like so the sick of pretending!
pretending im not close to someone when we almost always talk on the phone after school.
pretending that everything i do does not include another person just because some dont agree.
and plus.. pretending a certain friendship is alright when it is soooo screwed up that i dont see a way out of it.


but these things, fortunately, are just small part in my life. THANK GOD i have my wonderful, although sometimes messed up, family. THANK GOD i have a goal to achieve in life that diverts me from all these superficial shit. THANK GOD i have my hockey girls to chase all these problems away. and THANK GOD for homeworks and assignments and revisions to keep me busy and push aside those problems.

yeahh ok. my life might sound so screwed up to u guys but seriously, im kinda loving it. its not always a breeze to live so ive learnt to handle shit.

p.s. i can count the number of ppl im close to and trust with one hand!
((x


gdnyte.


♥ 11:03 PM


Sunday, February 24, 2008

i want something on the 29th.
something i can remember for a very very long time.
something special. ((:


♥ 1:21 AM


Saturday, February 16, 2008

valentine's day was fun.
made most of e ppl i wrote letters for cry.
hahaha. i sometimes say e sweetest things?
went out w my dearest girlfrens - su, yana and izzah.
and i swear, i wudnt wanna go out w anyone else.
i rmbrd all those times i had e girls by my side.
sometimes i just miss e feminine touch.

spent my night talking w yana at macs(:
sweet sweet fun fun talks.
i love her.
and a kpo someone wants to know what we talked abt. but i wont tell u!

today
had SL Service Learning at pasir ris park.
oh what fun!
i learnt alot from the kids.
e WATI joke. hmmm...
a few teka-tekiS.
what they learn in school.
what happens in e home. some of the girls are quite wild.
they EXPERIMENT stuff. like burning rubber to steal bicycles or selit2 somewhere secluded in e home.
haha.
but its so cute how they get all pious.
like how they cant hold hands w guys or even sit with them.
they made me smile.
i didnt want that day to end):
thank goodness i have small little things to remind me of this day.
IM WEARING ONE NOW!

ok. know what?
i reallllllllllllllly dont wna blog now. haha.
ok bye.

p.s. i dont wna turn 18!



maybe we're friends,
maybe we're more,
maybe its just my imagination.
but i see u stare just a little too long
and it makes me start to wonder.
so baby call me keraayzie
but i think you feel it too.
maybe i, maybe i
just gotta get next to you


♥ 8:58 PM


Tuesday, February 12, 2008

i was being PESTERED by a certain someone to update my blog.

there hasnt been much going on that i need to put down here.
u guys have either heard from me or.. wait. thats e only way.
so yarhhh...

ive been just tired lately.
very tired.
staying up late to finish up work.
but atleast, there's something to make me stay up at night. :D
hmmm. wat else?
OH. work at T3 was hell!
omg omg omg. i shouldnt start ranting about it. i wont stop.
haha.

hmm... cny celebration was short.
i just worked during that celebration.
but i got to go out w frens and eat at seoul garden on e weekend of e holiday.

on sunday, i was treated lunch at SAKURA intl! omg.
i miss miss miss eating there.
i cudnt stop eating yaw! hehe.
and i miss hanging around the people i actually love- my aunt, my granny, my grandad, my uncle, e two little cousins and of course my two little sisters. (:
OH. and we sisters camwhored all e way home after lunch.
and we danced on e sidewalk of pasir ris. hahaha.
how fun. we didnt even bother about the staring eyes of e banglas and motorists.

hoohoo! pictures we took will be up soon(:

.....
I REALLY REALLY WANNA WATCH SWEENY TODD!!
AND I REALLY REALLY WANNA WATCH JUMPER TOOOOOO!!

hoohoo. i have people to watch sweeny todd with.
but i havent found anyone to watch jumper with. anyone? how bout u? :D


HOOHOO!
im like so sleeeeepy now but hyper cos like.. i donno.
hahahha. damn.

i dont wna seem smutty or anything but i have been farting since e time i start this post!
and e thing is.. i cant shit it out.
ok. just thot i should let it out.
(x



17feb is around the corner.
and i think i know what i want uh.
but u know i love surprises ryt?
so thats why i told u i donno what i want, shrtl.
(:

oh.
ive been getting close to su lately.
something surprising and unexpected?
but its nice to have a close girlfren agn.
i kinda miss the feminine friendship in school.
haha.
i hope this is not another superficial relationship.
i cant take anymore temporary and short friendships.


..........

to be free, one has to be chained.
contradicting, yeah.
but agree?

..........


OH! and one last thing.
i want a red flower or a TULIP!
but i think this is kinda too late a notice, huh?
oh well.
shrtl! aku maseh thinking of a way to give u the flower on vday.
leceh ah kau.
bluek. [i miss ctrl+A texts]
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♥ 8:17 PM