Monday, January 28, 2008
ok fine. ill update.
seriously siaaaa.
i dont know what to talk about.
school's been like shit.
staying up till late EVERYDAY trying to finish up work.
work.. well, somehow, is something i look forward to everytime.
kinda miss my collegues esp kama, rudy, ah soon, ah hon and andy which includes the kitchen ppl. i am gonna be really sad when i leave them soon. but like shuxian told me, its for e best. jj is already crying inside,
'oh man. we wont have anymore pretty girl. pretty girl leaving. (insert sad face)'
darn it.
hmm.. hockey has been fine, i guess.
ok. suddenly i have something to say.
this is to dad:
daddy,
if only u cud read this. if only i am brave enough to say this in ur face. i really really deeply miss u. ure like someone i turn to alot. someone i look up to. someone i am so ever thankful to have in my life. someone i cant imagine living without. i can swear to u, i love u so much that i cant bear seeing us not talking at all. i dont even know how to look at u now. can we just stop this. shit. accompanied by some emo shit song, im tearing right now. dammit.
i donno what to say nimore 'cept i am seriously sorry. i love u so much, dad. please come back. please.
i cant be bothered to think about anything else but this.
sure, there are other things going in my life that are much more interesting and lively but my life just feels incomplete. ERGH.
life;
alot of things have been ongoing.
but i leave it to another day to talk about.
i somehow cant deny anymore that im growing to become some adult.
feeling and thinking matured just makes me feel old.
old;
im turning legal in a few weeks.
woa!
kitten.
bicycle.
school bag.
hockey stick.
red watch.
red camera!
mp3 playa.
the mist. -pending-
step up 2. -pending-
the jumper.
sweeny todd.
ms. gold digger tee from num.
malefriendly tee from num.
so many things, so little $$$.
i guess its true, humans have insatiable desires.
♥ 10:08 PM
