Tuesday, January 29, 2008
&THE WISE MAN SAYS...
i felt bad about something.
so i told someone cos.. well, it was e person's fault.
and our sms conversation turned into phone conversation.
and for the 50mins.break.75mins, i was not a tad bored.
talking to someone after being absent from phone calls and deep conversation is actually reminiscing..? i swear, i miss talking to someone especially with that someone whom i used to rant to about everything (and the last time was like a year ago?). i miss people listening to what i have to say. i miss sharing my life story to those very few special people.
yeah. the phone call made me miss all that and many more.
truthfully, im not even close to that person but it was because of one common topic that made us start talking then suddenly we were sharing life stories. it was actually quite comfortable and heartwarming. e person got me thinking, got me smiling inside, got me laughing and sometimes got me irritated and frustrated. but in the end, it was all good uh. though its most likely that this'll be the only time, i wanna thank that person.
i learnt alot, really. about the person, about myself, about the impression ill make if was to have a bike, about life, about cramps, about javanese, about school boys, about school girls. i even learnt new words, for goodness sake! (x
erk!
goddammit, im deprived of deep talks. i need more!
actually i had much more to talk about during the phone convo but the handphone was merciless.
haha.
till then.
..
truthfully,
from the bottom of my heart,
i care for you.
dont make me leave you
just because it hurts me to see you this way.
♥ 11:37 PM
