07Nov'07after what ive been through all my life, this has been the greatest failure. everything just felt so numb and empty all of a sudden. i didnt know what to feel nor say. knowing myself, i know i can pull myself back up easily and act like im alright with it. but i cant lie that i actually felt really really sad and disappointed. its like i suddenly lost a part of myself. yeah, lifes gonna be
abit different without flying. heh. i donno what im gonna do now that im so free. gotta find a new hobby or get a job. haha. wateva it is, im gonna make sure im not gonna dwell too much on this. my flying passion aint gonna stop here. looking forward to joining the airforce or some airline. (:
and to those who consoled or comforted me, thank you. it really helped me from tearing again. hah. yeah, it meant so much to me that i actually cried. boohoooo. bleargh. i hope i get over this soon. this is soooo much harder than getting over a break up!
♥ 10:17 PM
07Nov'07after what ive been through all my life, this has been the greatest failure. everything just felt so numb and empty all of a sudden. i didnt know what to feel nor say. knowing myself, i know i can pull myself back up easily and act like im alright with it. but i cant lie that i actually felt really really sad and disappointed. its like i suddenly lost a part of myself. yeah, lifes gonna be
abit different without flying. heh. i donno what im gonna do now that im so free. gotta find a new hobby or get a job. haha. wateva it is, im gonna make sure im not gonna dwell too much on this. my flying passion aint gonna stop here. looking forward to joining the airforce or some airline. (:
and to those who consoled or comforted me, thank you. it really helped me from tearing again. hah. yeah, it meant so much to me that i actually cried. boohoooo. bleargh. i hope i get over this soon. this is soooo much harder than getting over a break up!
♥ 10:17 PM
