Sunday, October 14, 2007
13th oct 2007
having so much time spent on e car, i had some spare moments to think. i was suddenly thinking about e forbidden fruit then it hit me. its sucha cliche for yuni to think about her crush even tho she doesnt even know e least about hime. pish. i was dumbfounded.
theeeeeeeeeeen...
songs were playing in my head - soulmate and dangerously in love.
after that, interrupted by your guardian angel by the red jumpsuit apparatus and teman istimewa by taufiq batisah.
just influenced me to start daydreaming again.
sure i am independent. i can live on my own two feet and take care of myself pretty well. but then, i'll always feel this emptiness. a part of my heart that is still vacant and begging for some soul to fill e slot. maybe i need a man after all.will i find e right guy?
will i even fall in love. really.
not those immature, shallow ones i had.
deep and meaningful one that goes somewhere.
sth i wna feel but have nvr felt.
who?
a man that understands me and that i understand.
a man that is able to tolerate my nonsense.
a man that can accept my imperfections.
a man that asks for nothing but e sincere love i have for him.
a man that is able to e there for me when i need someone e most.
a man that can trust me and that i can trust.
a man that can make me a better person.
e things in a man i have still yet to find. im choosy. yeah, i know. but these are the things that can make me see, beyond his imperfections, e wonderful person he is. someone i can actually love regardless of his looks, wealth, colour & beliefs.
ooooooooooh my. so flowery, yuni!
(x
haha. but im serious this time.
i aint gna change la.
just gna be more serious and stop fooling around.
i dont wna end up an anak dara tua.
quaquaquaaaaaaa.
♥ 7:52 PM
