Monday, August 06, 2007
God, I want this phone can?
PLEASE PLEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEASE LET ME HAVE THIS PHONE.
I'll be a good girl. I promise!
apart from what's going on at home, im happy and fine.
just in case you guys are wondering.
(:
im so sorry for being so difficult to you.
im tired. im exhausted. im sick of living this routine-d life of mine.
i wanna run away from this life. i wanna start anew.
i wanna live the life i choose.
truthfully, i dont want to study in a jc.
i wanna go abroad and study something im keen of doing.
apart from that,
i wanna have a peaceful family.
i want them to stop quarreling.
i want them to realise the wrongs they've been doing.
i wanna live on my own cos im sick of having to tolerate these.
im sick. im sick. im sick.
im sick of being sucha burden to people.
im sick of being so fake.
im sick of having to lie just because i dont have the balls to open up to people.
im sick of holding up my tears.
im sick of feeling so vulnerable.
HEAR ME NOW?
im tired. im exhausted. im confused.
i wanna fix things up but what power do i have to make things work?
haii. im just human.
at the end of the day, i just have to live with these.
...behind this facade of mine.
but hey, you'll see me smiling again the next day.
(:
hope you had a better day, my sayangs.
iloveyouS.
♥ 10:29 PM
