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this was our last day together as a class.
there'll be no more lectures, no more saturday classes anymore.
and its kinda sad to leave them.
we might not be personally close but we've bonded as a class and thats what i love about coming down to seletar every saturday.
and to add to that, the company i have is totally different from what i have in school.
bottomline, im just gna miss them truckloads.

;the times when the girls and ezra would gather and play cards during breaks, although illegal.
;the times when the boys played the most childish things. like making up shapes with the string candy from 7eleven instead of eating them.
just now, they blew up plastic umbrella covers then pop them. yee min and ken used them as light savers [correct?]. worst still, hafeez made screeching sounds as he rubbed the inflated plastic and making steamed up facial expressions. and when i ask him to stop because its digusting, he'll go ah! now who's thinking dirty.

enjoyed dinner with them after classes.
had soya bean curd with red bean rice dumplings. nice sey!
it was really really sweet.
yee min - i think im gonna be diabetic. i even asked for extra sugar, can.
then headed to cafeela restaurant,
[ken- welcome to cafeela ela ela.. eh eh eh! may i take ur order] (x
i had claypot bee hoon beef and a blast!
the guys had their never ending jokes.
i swear their jokes are so lame but the kinds only pilots/us can understand.
it gets me laughing just thinking about it.

okay. i think i should stop here.
i dont think u guys wna hear the whole story till the time i left home with GH, huimin and hafeez. right?

i know this relationship wont just end here. huimin is already thinking of gatherings and outings for the class. hah. i didnt know 153YFC can be so enthusiastically bonded!
<3

i have flight tomorrow at 1430h. wish me luck!



life's been fine.



you. i cant understand why u still hate me so much.
i thot u understood, u bloody fool.
and uve been giving me the cold shoulders.
to add to that, ur whole family just had to act the same way.
i hope im not exxagerating. i tend to do that when my mind starts to wander and nothing is being done to justify that doubt.
but i could see it. the way u ppl treated me and how ignored i felt.
gosh! why do u have to make it so difficult for me?
its hard enough to let go with the guilt and sorry i felt at that point of time.
and ure adding this extra burden on me.
i know i shouldnt be so effed up about this.
i dont even know why i care so much!
u dont even treat me right anymore.
u made me feel like a worthless bitch that deserves noone.
u made me scared of taking the next bigger step, again.
heck. u brought down my confidence level.
might be by a tinnywinny bit but i felt it.
and i'll crouch at the corner of my room,
thinking if what i decided before was the wrong move.
worrying about the next one.
whether it'll end up the same way- bcos of me.
and then the cycle would go on.
the feelings might be passe, but maybe i still care.
and i strongly think i still do.
if only u'd give me the chance..
let bygones be bygones, imnash.



emo sh*t sia that post.
hahahahhaa.

i feel gooooooooooooooooooooooooooood venting out all these.

ok dah.
yuni dah seriously ngantok.

OH!
baton.whitesands.shoppingadvisorto.longyin.&shawn.downtown.bubbletea.benandjerry's.chocolatebrowniefudge!.pictures(:.craptalks.

EH!! i learnt new chinese words siaaaaaaaa.
funn((:







NAS!
this is the lyrics to beyonce-flaws and all.
its not about what you thot it was about.




you wna know how much i love you?




E-LEARNING DAY.
suuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuure.

i went for my SIM in the early morning.
went off for facial treatment at dermafloral with mummy later in the morning.
daddy went jalan-jalan with little brother.
attempted to do some of the e-learning shits at macs after facial but did not succeed.
me and mummy was admiring this mixed looking youth who's using his laptop. (x
sent mummy off to massage appointment.
daddy, zikri and i left for vivo city.
another attempt to doing the assignments. succeeded some but none was sent successfully. -_-
mango passion fruit at starbucks is nice(: especially when its FREE!
went back home for awhile. by then it was late afternoon.
rested for a few minutes then left house again to attend some mtp at tpss.
then family headed to expo. POPULAR SALE!!!
shooooooooooooooooop until 9.30pm. [btw, russell lee was there. cool shit sia!]
THEN i found out i have not done my econs and math.
so we rushed back home.
econs.. burn.
math.. 9/50 (x

THAT was my e-learning day.
huahuahua. i think e-learning is mrepek laaaa.



yeah.
it was a bad day for u after all.

=_ (

this was our last day together as a class.
there'll be no more lectures, no more saturday classes anymore.
and its kinda sad to leave them.
we might not be personally close but we've bonded as a class and thats what i love about coming down to seletar every saturday.
and to add to that, the company i have is totally different from what i have in school.
bottomline, im just gna miss them truckloads.

;the times when the girls and ezra would gather and play cards during breaks, although illegal.
;the times when the boys played the most childish things. like making up shapes with the string candy from 7eleven instead of eating them.
just now, they blew up plastic umbrella covers then pop them. yee min and ken used them as light savers [correct?]. worst still, hafeez made screeching sounds as he rubbed the inflated plastic and making steamed up facial expressions. and when i ask him to stop because its digusting, he'll go ah! now who's thinking dirty.

enjoyed dinner with them after classes.
had soya bean curd with red bean rice dumplings. nice sey!
it was really really sweet.
yee min - i think im gonna be diabetic. i even asked for extra sugar, can.
then headed to cafeela restaurant,
[ken- welcome to cafeela ela ela.. eh eh eh! may i take ur order] (x
i had claypot bee hoon beef and a blast!
the guys had their never ending jokes.
i swear their jokes are so lame but the kinds only pilots/us can understand.
it gets me laughing just thinking about it.

okay. i think i should stop here.
i dont think u guys wna hear the whole story till the time i left home with GH, huimin and hafeez. right?

i know this relationship wont just end here. huimin is already thinking of gatherings and outings for the class. hah. i didnt know 153YFC can be so enthusiastically bonded!
<3

i have flight tomorrow at 1430h. wish me luck!


life's been fine.



you. i cant understand why u still hate me so much.
i thot u understood, u bloody fool.
and uve been giving me the cold shoulders.
to add to that, ur whole family just had to act the same way.
i hope im not exxagerating. i tend to do that when my mind starts to wander and nothing is being done to justify that doubt.
but i could see it. the way u ppl treated me and how ignored i felt.
gosh! why do u have to make it so difficult for me?
its hard enough to let go with the guilt and sorry i felt at that point of time.
and ure adding this extra burden on me.
i know i shouldnt be so effed up about this.
i dont even know why i care so much!
u dont even treat me right anymore.
u made me feel like a worthless bitch that deserves noone.
u made me scared of taking the next bigger step, again.
heck. u brought down my confidence level.
might be by a tinnywinny bit but i felt it.
and i'll crouch at the corner of my room,
thinking if what i decided before was the wrong move.
worrying about the next one.
whether it'll end up the same way- bcos of me.
and then the cycle would go on.
the feelings might be passe, but maybe i still care.
and i strongly think i still do.
if only u'd give me the chance..
let bygones be bygones, imnash.


emo sh*t sia that post.
hahahahhaa.

i feel gooooooooooooooooooooooooooood venting out all these.

ok dah.
yuni dah seriously ngantok.

OH!
baton.whitesands.shoppingadvisorto.longyin.&shawn.downtown.bubbletea.benandjerry's.chocolatebrowniefudge!.pictures(:.craptalks.

EH!! i learnt new chinese words siaaaaaaaa.
funn((:





NAS!
this is the lyrics to beyonce-flaws and all.
its not about what you thot it was about.




you wna know how much i love you?



E-LEARNING DAY.
suuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuure.

i went for my SIM in the early morning.
went off for facial treatment at dermafloral with mummy later in the morning.
daddy went jalan-jalan with little brother.
attempted to do some of the e-learning shits at macs after facial but did not succeed.
me and mummy was admiring this mixed looking youth who's using his laptop. (x
sent mummy off to massage appointment.
daddy, zikri and i left for vivo city.
another attempt to doing the assignments. succeeded some but none was sent successfully. -_-
mango passion fruit at starbucks is nice(: especially when its FREE!
went back home for awhile. by then it was late afternoon.
rested for a few minutes then left house again to attend some mtp at tpss.
then family headed to expo. POPULAR SALE!!!
shooooooooooooooooop until 9.30pm. [btw, russell lee was there. cool shit sia!]
THEN i found out i have not done my econs and math.
so we rushed back home.
econs.. burn.
math.. 9/50 (x

THAT was my e-learning day.
huahuahua. i think e-learning is mrepek laaaa.


yeah.
it was a bad day for u after all.

=_ (