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Monday, July 30, 2007

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♥ 11:58 PM



to a dear fren,

im sorry.


♥ 12:46 AM


Monday, July 23, 2007

dancefest; fun fun FUN(:
i didnt really show my best, but it was good enough for me to smile at, at the end of the day.
and i THAAAAAAAAAANK god its over. seriously.
i took alotta dancefest pictures.
will put them up soon.
as usual, haliim and abduh will be there.
didnt get to talk to abduh much.
my sisters were there to watch me. lovelove!
some fusion and spirex members came down.
-zul twin, azmi sel, whb, alip, alif, ah kau and some other people i dont know.
they were owning the dancefloor with their cool breakdance moves.
hoohoo! (:
and obviously, the tpjcians that mattered were there too. there is no need to write the names down.

BACKSTAGE;
ur kiss before i entered the stage was sweet. ^_^
DANCEFLOOR;
everyone went craaaaaazeh.
grinding here and there. some sleek dance moves.
not forgetting, break moves! COOL SHIT.
i liiiiiiiike.

LTC CAMP; enriching.
first day came to camp at almost 12am.
lepak-ed with ayn, liy, izzati, su, dynn, shawn and hfzdin and slept.
second day was much more nourishing.
ONE-DUHS! was my team name.
tug-of-war; left bruises on my arm and ribcage area. my hands were crying in pain!
but it felt gooooooood cos i felt strong. huahua.
then we hit the high elements!
rock climbing was first. i was no doubt, good at it(:
then it was the hanging log.
i had to walk across a large log, probably 5metres long, to reach e other end. and i was suspended 4metres in the air. it was scary. i placed my full attention to my task and heed no advice. i tried as much as possible to keep myself from depending on my belaying rope, and i did.
then, it was the swinging logs.
this time, there are three logs of different lengths and a diameter of only about 30cm, hanging only by two vertical metal cords each. and.. it was 10-12metres high! do u know how crazy you should be to even volunteer to do it? fuck. i didnt even know why i volunteered myself. but i thank myself for that. i was okay for the first 2 logs, tho i was shaky and really really scared. the third, were the best! i cudnt reach the other metal cord and i felt so stuck. i didnt know how to move on. at first i cheated. i held the belaying rope to balance myself then move towards the cord. my facilitator wasnt happy with me, told me to try again. i did, and i cheated myself again. then she shouted, 'ARE U SATISFIED WITH URSELF, YUNI?'. i looked down and sighed. 'OMG. I DONNO WHAT IM DOING!!' so i returned back to the other end of the metal cord and tried for the third time. and i did it! i managed to let go. i was proud of myself, personally. ((:
dinner; GREAT. ate at pasir panjang hawker centre.
supper; ate and slacked with longyin, shawn, ayn, liy and izzati.
the girls went to sleep at 12am.
the boys started to open up to me. telling me what went wrong in their lives.
it was weird at first cos i didnt know what to say.
but i was glad they did that, for no certain reason.
they went to sleep and i shifted to ian's group.
ian, nicholas, zen, ati and komathi.
first, it was sharing jokes.
then racist jokes.
it was fun being in an open grp.
and they were nice ppl.
zen and ati left,
and the remaining ppl talked abt each others' races.

nicholas: you know, i thought you were a minah like the other girls.
me: haha. not surprising, actually.
nicholas: but yarh, now i think.. like.. u know what ure doing. like.. ure pure. [PURE?!]
its hard to find girls like u nowadays.
me: *next stop, kembangan*

ian was ubercurious why im into chinese guys rather than malay guys.
hmmm...
i think it'd be cool to date a chinese guy.
and yana will go, 'focus on one guy, yuni!'

third day was short.
but learnt alot more about myself.
my facilitator was proud of me.
yuni, i give u this gem because u have really inspired me... u made me believe in myself... and i really thank you for that. really. thank you.
tears came running down my face, sia!
my grp members gave diff comments but i guess they mean the same.
bold.strong.veryvery brave.daring.
one even said, 'yuni, ure the most courageous girl i have ever met...i have not met any girl that is daring enough to climb those high elements like u did...'
NYAHA! *next stop, kembangan*
but seriously, i was proud of myself. (:


p.s. our student president(?), daniel, has a hard body, arms and butt! (x
come, yuni, come. touch my butt.
-_- he's one horny bastard.
nice guy, no doubt.
nas marah eh, nas?

ltc changed me.
ltc introduced to me new faces and strengthen some friendships.
<3

IM LOOKING FOR LTC PHOTOS!
shall post em once i get em!
YEAH! ((:


♥ 10:09 PM


Thursday, July 19, 2007

one more day to the big day!
hoohooo.
anxious.excited.scared.stressed.exhausted.exhilarated.
((:




im still smiling.
&thats all that matters ryt?
i wonder how long i can keep up this masked up face.
im good, no?

what happens to a balloon when it is unable to contain anymore air that has been constantly pumped into it?
when it has reached its maximum capacity.
hmmmm..


♥ 2:33 PM


Monday, July 16, 2007

im tired.
im really really tired.

ive been busy.
like really really busy.

and now im exhausted.
like really really exhausted from head to knees feet.
not much of my toes.
but going home is much more stress-relieving than before.
i got massage sumore.
(:
i wonder why, eh?
here's a surprise, i didnt want u to leave either. but.. u know.


im gonna perform well for dancefest!
im gonna feel the uber satisfaction when i perform on that very stage.
i aint gonna strive to win, although it's in every mind of my group members.
its the satisfaction i am aiming for.
and im gonna leave that auditorium feeling pleased on that night.
and thats my gooooooaaaal. [sounds familiar. wahahha.]


OK. yuni's going cookooo!
damn. tomorrow full dress rehearsaaaaaaaal. alaaaaaaaaaah.
tired mans.
OH! LC too. i lost my freaking Entry Proof. oh well, thats $1 off my pocket.
*dush*
jfyi, im still draped in my towel dripping wet. not much dripping now tho. but yarh. im naked inside and only have a small towel to cover the necessary areas. HAHA. okay dah.

before i start talking about other WEIRD stuffS i better go now.
oh and i cant believe i had a conversation on DEATH and SUICIDE with zat, dynn, man and jibat. crazy bunch of crazy people!



im loving each day of my life now. [:


♥ 10:54 PM


Friday, July 13, 2007

I'm not the type to get my heart broken
I'm not the type to get upset and cry
Cause I never leave my heart open
Never hurts me to say goodbye
Relationships don't get deep to me
Never got the whole in love thing
And someone can say they love me truely
But at the time it didn't mean a thing

My mind is gone, i'm spinning round
And deep inside, my tears i'll drown
I'm losing grip, what's happening
I stray from love, this is how I feel

This time was different
Felt like, I was just a victim
And it cut me like a knife
When you walked out of my life
Now i'm, in this condition
And i've, got all the symptoms
Of a girl with a broken heart
But no matter what you'll never see me cry

Did it happen when we first kissed
Cause it's hurting me to let it go
Maybe cause we spent so much time
And I know that it's no more
I shoulda never let you hold me baby
Maybe why i'm sad to see us apart
I didn't give to you on purpose
Gotta figure out how you stole my heart

How did I get here with you, i'll never know
I never meant to let it get so, personal
After all I tried to do, stay away from loving you
I'm broken hearted, I can't let you know
And I won't let it show
You won't see me cry


All my life...


♥ 11:14 AM


Wednesday, July 11, 2007

&i dont know what to feel when i heard it.


♥ 11:03 PM


Wednesday, July 04, 2007

life's been betta w tickles and chinpinches(?).
NOT!

i suffered many injuries because of that.
main contributor: NAS!
sheeeeeeeeeeshk.

now,
hamdi, dynn, ahmad ngan fir dah join sekaki.
[5 org join satu kaki cam sikit lebih kurang impossible, kan?]
haii.

ure sucha bad influence, nas.

.{:}.

OH! one incident i need to keep note of when i reread my posts:
dynn left his bag in e bbt shop and it was more than half an hour later that he realised that.
and he shud thank his lucky stars that he waited for me to finish my noodles. if not, i think he'd be on his way home WITHOUT his bag.
sucha a slengerhead sey.
*imagining dynn's 'duuuhhh' expressions, him frantically looking for his bag all ard e canteen*
wakkakakakaka.
this can brighten up even my horrible-est days.
RIGHT ON, DYNN! *applauses*
wah salute sama lu.


♥ 11:42 PM



*sharatul 'ain ; behind the mask. says:
nak kener sumbat mulot ngan
kasut aku eh

yuni:AZ says:
tak takot seyy.

yuni:AZ says:
i have ikan basi!

*sharatul 'ain ; behind the mask. says:
ikan basi stinkier ker
kasut tk cuci seribu zaman ah?

*sharatul 'ain ; behind the mask. says:
*scratches head*

yuni:AZ says:
itu penipu besar eh!

yuni:AZ says:
kasut kau tkn lebih 4 tahun sey!

*sharatul 'ain ; behind the mask. says:
saper ckp aku kai kasot
AKU?

yuni:AZ says:
*sharatul 'ain ; behind the mask. says:
nak kener sumbat mulot ngan
kasut aku eh

yuni:AZ says:
APER TU?

*sharatul 'ain ; behind the mask. says:
hehe

*sharatul 'ain ; behind the mask. says:
oops.

*sharatul 'ain ; behind the mask. says:
[x

yuni:AZ says:
ahh. nak tipu lagi.

yuni:AZ says:
haha

*sharatul 'ain ; behind the mask. says:
HAHAHHA



u slenger bacin bestfren!
(x


i should really stop being excessively lame and slenger and funny me! nas tak happy sey. cannot accept e fact!


♥ 11:36 PM