Wednesday, April 18, 2007
im at the brink of breaking down again. haha.
i wish i never have to go home and face yous.
now, i really feel like just gazing at the night sky, counting stars. alone.
or have my overdue sunset watch with that special someone.
i love my girlfriends in school. seriously. i do.
but i cant find the right one whom i can really open up to.
everytime i wanna try, i'll swallow back my words.
im just so f**king hard.
yuni, u're such an annoying loser.
haha.
i wonder what u see/saw in me.
u didnt even know what was bothering my mind.
u respected my decision that i was not comfortable telling u what it is.
and yet, u stood by and cheered me up.
thanks. but u'll nvr know i said this to u.
i just realised how much i missed crapping w u.
maybe. just maybe im ready?
friends, i love u!
know that, okay.
((:
see beyond my smiles. and maybe u'll understand me.
♥ 9:48 PM
