Friday, March 09, 2007
i forgot why i cared so much.
i forgot why i got angry at you.
i forgot why i felt like breaking down.
wait..
maybe i never knew why in the first place.
why?
....
mother.
stop shouting.
stop blaming others aimlessly.
stop thinking ure always right.
stop lying.
stop doubting us.
stop hating me. or at the least, stop pretending that u hate me if u say u love me.
in any case, pretend u care for me, for ONCE. pls.
how i longed for that.
...
im sick of always trying to be so nice, but get no credit for it.
im sick of accepting all the blames because others dont want to own up.
im sick of all the lies and pretence in this place.
im sick of hiding my doldrums and tears.
get me out of this place.
or let me feel im safe in this place. called home.
let me feel im loved.
yuni and her mind. hah.
oh wells.
im still smiling((:
♥ 10:53 PM
