Wednesday, March 21, 2007
these few days have been filled with laughter and solacement.
i enjoyed myself very much.
meeting new people, making new friends.
hanging out with a new bunch of buddies.
but somehow, at the end of the day, i feel empty.
there are so few close friends of mine.
close friends i can turn to when i need them or just to be there for me.
i miss my old friends):
its never easy for me to make close friends.
making friends, easy pea-sy. of course.
im not always ready.
i have doubts.
i trust everyone, its the devil in them that i dont trust.
basically, i question their trust.
nyargh. i hate being so difficult.
i think i need more confidants.
.:.:.:.
for the very first time after suuuuuuuuuch a long time,
i took an afternoon nap at home.
i missed that. just that.
wait. maybe my bed, tv, toilet and granny's cooking too(:
i miss hugs!
istillsecretlyselfishlywantu.
♥ 12:34 AM
