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i never thot being frank can be so hard.
have been wanting let out all that i have since forever kept to myself.
but i can never find the right time, moment or place to actually tell those ppl.

YOU. do you know that others hate u? i wanted to tell u that but guess what? i whimped out.

YOU. i hate it everytime u do that. we're total opposite in this thing. i know we both have sth to tell each other. i can feel that but we nvr had the guts to actually say it/them.

YOUS. havent u guys noticed? the world is ending? when are u guys gna repent and start a new leaf? im really disappointed. pls tell me u guys are gna change soooon.

YOU. i just hate u. i never really know why i stayed on being friends w u. i really hate u. u were hardly a friend in need, thats for sure. u left me when u're happy, crying back to me when things go wrong in your life. such bull, i dont wish to tolerate anymore.

YOU. why everytime u say u're gna be there for me, u dont? why do i even wna be friends w u when i cant trust u to catch me when i fall? i wanted u so much but i realised im just wasting my f*cking precious time coz, for sure... u're just gna repeat the same mistakes over again.

YOU. i dont like u around me. i dont feel comfortable w u. i dont like the fact that whenever i try to avoid taking the bus home with u, u will suddenly pop up and im stuck to u. and fyi, we were never close enuff for me to regard u as a close friend. u're just another friend i bumped into.

YOU. YOU. YOU.
how? when? where?

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i realised i havent been there for myself lately. ive always been trying so hard to please ppl but at the same time, jeapardising my own happiness. i weep almost everyday thinking about this. and to add to that, i dont get any gratitude for em, instead, i got bullshite. ERGH.
no. this is not gna affect my studies. academic is a different issue. i cant afford putting my studies on the line. no no.


but im okay. yeah...
im alright.
=)


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reminiscing...
honey why are you calling me so late
it's kinda hard to talk right now
honey why are you crying is everything okay
i gotta whisper cause i can't be too loud
well, my girl's in the next room
sometimes i wish she was you
i guess we never really moved on
it's really good to hear your voice saying my name
it sounds so sweet
coming from the lips of an angel
hearing those words it makes me weak
and i never wanna say goodbye
but girl you make it hard to be faithful
with the lips of an angel
-Lips of An Angel
this got me thinking...

dear GOD, give me the strength to carry on this difficult face of my life. show me the right way to a better me. forgive my sins and all of the others who've done wrong in their lives.


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hey bestie, I LOVE YOU ALOT(:
and i noe that u noe ilu more than any friend i noe.

my closefriends.. I LOVE YOU TO BITS AND PIECES.

my dear fivers,
hannah,
boon,
gee,
may,
farah,
yana,
lee,
limin,
tiff and
joanne.... I LOVE YOU GUYS TOO((:

and for the rest, much love from me also(:

and thank you, all of you, for making a difference in my life. i cudnt have survived with you people around me. THANK YOU.


.goodnite dearies.
chaos.



yes. i remembered saying that im sick of blogging.. blablabla... but hey! i realised how emotional i was feeling at that moment i wrote that post. and so i've decided to delete it. it sounded so stupid when i read it back. meaans.. i'll be continuing to blog. nyehehe.




my life currently; there have been ups and downs.
made new friends.
yet lost the ones who were close to me once. it dint really matter anyways. i never trusted them.
tightened some ties.
loosened some, particularly one.



prelims ended! YAY!
it wasnt that bad.
but amath is the worse.
nonetheless, IM HAPPY ITS OVER.

one more to go and i'll get out of this prison i've built on my own!
YAY YAY!




have been hanging out w my fivers n i realised...




I MISS MY BESTIE!
alot alot alot taauu.





tataa.
(:

]]
i never thot being frank can be so hard.
have been wanting let out all that i have since forever kept to myself.
but i can never find the right time, moment or place to actually tell those ppl.

YOU. do you know that others hate u? i wanted to tell u that but guess what? i whimped out.

YOU. i hate it everytime u do that. we're total opposite in this thing. i know we both have sth to tell each other. i can feel that but we nvr had the guts to actually say it/them.

YOUS. havent u guys noticed? the world is ending? when are u guys gna repent and start a new leaf? im really disappointed. pls tell me u guys are gna change soooon.

YOU. i just hate u. i never really know why i stayed on being friends w u. i really hate u. u were hardly a friend in need, thats for sure. u left me when u're happy, crying back to me when things go wrong in your life. such bull, i dont wish to tolerate anymore.

YOU. why everytime u say u're gna be there for me, u dont? why do i even wna be friends w u when i cant trust u to catch me when i fall? i wanted u so much but i realised im just wasting my f*cking precious time coz, for sure... u're just gna repeat the same mistakes over again.

YOU. i dont like u around me. i dont feel comfortable w u. i dont like the fact that whenever i try to avoid taking the bus home with u, u will suddenly pop up and im stuck to u. and fyi, we were never close enuff for me to regard u as a close friend. u're just another friend i bumped into.

YOU. YOU. YOU.
how? when? where?

]]
i realised i havent been there for myself lately. ive always been trying so hard to please ppl but at the same time, jeapardising my own happiness. i weep almost everyday thinking about this. and to add to that, i dont get any gratitude for em, instead, i got bullshite. ERGH.
no. this is not gna affect my studies. academic is a different issue. i cant afford putting my studies on the line. no no.


but im okay. yeah...
im alright.
=)


]]
reminiscing...
honey why are you calling me so late
it's kinda hard to talk right now
honey why are you crying is everything okay
i gotta whisper cause i can't be too loud
well, my girl's in the next room
sometimes i wish she was you
i guess we never really moved on
it's really good to hear your voice saying my name
it sounds so sweet
coming from the lips of an angel
hearing those words it makes me weak
and i never wanna say goodbye
but girl you make it hard to be faithful
with the lips of an angel
-Lips of An Angel
this got me thinking...

dear GOD, give me the strength to carry on this difficult face of my life. show me the right way to a better me. forgive my sins and all of the others who've done wrong in their lives.


]]
hey bestie, I LOVE YOU ALOT(:
and i noe that u noe ilu more than any friend i noe.

my closefriends.. I LOVE YOU TO BITS AND PIECES.

my dear fivers,
hannah,
boon,
gee,
may,
farah,
yana,
lee,
limin,
tiff and
joanne.... I LOVE YOU GUYS TOO((:

and for the rest, much love from me also(:

and thank you, all of you, for making a difference in my life. i cudnt have survived with you people around me. THANK YOU.


.goodnite dearies.
chaos.


yes. i remembered saying that im sick of blogging.. blablabla... but hey! i realised how emotional i was feeling at that moment i wrote that post. and so i've decided to delete it. it sounded so stupid when i read it back. meaans.. i'll be continuing to blog. nyehehe.




my life currently; there have been ups and downs.
made new friends.
yet lost the ones who were close to me once. it dint really matter anyways. i never trusted them.
tightened some ties.
loosened some, particularly one.



prelims ended! YAY!
it wasnt that bad.
but amath is the worse.
nonetheless, IM HAPPY ITS OVER.

one more to go and i'll get out of this prison i've built on my own!
YAY YAY!




have been hanging out w my fivers n i realised...




I MISS MY BESTIE!
alot alot alot taauu.





tataa.
(: