Thursday, June 22, 2006
i've been thinking.
i've never felt it before.
but recently, ive been dreaming about it alot.
i wonder how it feels like.
i've seen people around me who have felt it or are feeling it.
some are loving it; they're having the time of their lives.
while the unfortunate ones end up getting hurt.
maybe its just the fear of getting hurt that i always avoid this.
its just too scary.
people kept telling me to stop behaving like this because blablabla.
and everytime i try to, my brain will start thinking of the advantages and the drawbacks.
i always give in to the brain. thinking with my heart just isnt my thing. x)
the drawbacks always weigh more than the good things.
so then, i'll start thinking that way again.
its funlah but it wouldnt always remain that way, would it?
good things always end.
and think about the things i have to stop doing when i get into such a...
u might think, wadahell is this girl talking. haha. i just felt like rambling. wanna let out what i've been boxing inside. haaa. it feels better now. *grinns*
MEXICO VS PORTUGAL!
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