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aussie not that bad, huh?
they're good at defense but need more attacking.
its half time now.
shall finish up the quiz [if possible].

...cont'd

5) WILLIE WONKA? i just want him for his chocolate factory((:

6) DANNY PHANTOM(: i like the way he looks tho he's a cartoon.

7) SUPERMAN. tight spandex, cocky hair and 'outer'-underwear arent really a turn on but i like men with superpowers. and superman is no exception.

8) BEAST in beauty and the beast. i'm belle in my family. x) so i want my beast(:

9) JOHNNY BRAVO. i cudnt think of any other fictional characters. he's cool and funneh.

10) oh! remember ADAM from mighty morphin power rangers? DAYM. i cant believe i forgot him. he was like my first ever celeb love. *grinns* BLACK RANGER'S MINE((: he's sooo CUTE with his curly hair. *grinns*
adam: im a frog [frowns].

the five ppl are..
1. farah
2. yana
3. lee
4. fad
5. aen

im not gna bother bloggin anymore. i cant find a reason nimore either than ranting out some bullshyte that i dont think others give a shit about.

blogs are oxymoron.
shall stick to my diary(:

THE MATCH IS ON!
TOODLES(:

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AAAAAAAAAAAAARGGH!!
ref is sooooooooooo... ERGh!
daymmit, italy didnt deserve that friggin' penalty kick.
STUPID REF. STUPID STUPID STUPID.

australia shudve won.
they were playing sooo well, y'noe.
they deserved it for the hardwork they've put in.
ergh!

FUCK OFF REF!



dhu tagged me for yet another quiz..

List ten fictional characters you would have sex with (in no particular order) and tag 5 people to do the same.

if its in a perfect world, i would wanna havce sex with...

1) CAPTAIN JACK SPARROW!! daym.. he's sooooo hot and badboy looking. i love those kinda guys(:

2) the GARDENER from DESPERATE HOUSEWIVES. ((: *drools* i want MY own gardener. puurr(:

3) LOGAN/ WOLVERINE. have u seen him? have u seen him kiss those women? grrr. lucky bitches.

4) TROY BOLTON. he's so cute in high school musical. TALL + SLIM + NICE BOD/ABS + GORGEOUS VOICE = my perfect guy. x)

i really cudnt think ryt now.
any moment, the game's gna start; italy vs australia.
i'll update it later on.

BYE! (:

portugal vs holland was really entertaining.
england vs ecuador was BORING!



first of all, i wanna say that i ROCK at baking. x)
yesterday, i made peanut butter bar and although, using the still screwed-up oven, it turned out real nice. even though i felt it was abit not well done, it was pretty popular. everyone was eating and praising me. that felt nice! (:

and then today... i saw a new recipe for chocolate brownies and in the pictures, they looked nice, so i decided to bake them. and daym! i love it ah.. actually everyone else loves it too. had to keep their hands away from the tray so that i could keep some for my dad and ika when they come back home later. its sooooooo CHOCOLATE-Y and SOFT & LIGHT. foooh.
every other brownie recipes i've tried, there's always something lacking. but this one is PERFECT. delicioso. x)

oh yeah. nearly forgot.
i was supposed to rant about yet another bloody toe incident. its the third toe this time, of the SAME foot. i was at the kitchen. prepared all the ingredients to make the brownies and then i went to the kitchen cabinet to fetch the measuring cup. as usual, i pulled the cabinet door. suddenly, a tall glass fell from the top shelf and hit the floor. it ricocheted off to my left foot, which happened to be there, before breaking into little glass pieces. i moved back so that i wont meet any of the sharp glass fragments. ira came to help me out. then suddenly, i saw blood dripping from my foot. i was just staring at it for a few seconds. ira called my mom to show her the pool of blood. i was still wondering where the hell did the blood come from. by then, the blood already stained the floor and the size of it was bigger than my palm. a little toe lost that much blood. it was even more than what my big toe lost. it felt like a red ant's bite, which doesnt hurt at all. cool huh?

then i ran to the toilet and sprayed water on my foot. and that was when i saw a small but deep tear at the back of my third toe. it hasnt stop bleeding until ira brought a small bandage and a cotton wool which i wrapped around to make it stop bleeding. the first time we tried, we hadta throw the bandage away cos there was too much blood on it. grr. its sooooo irritating, you know. just when my big toe was about to heal, the other one caused problem.

the bandage and cottonwool are soo thick that the third toe potrude out and is as big as the big toe. grr.
fyi, i took pictures of it too. x)

p.s. i dont think the glass fragment was the cause of it. cos there wasnt any glass pieces on my toe and from my knowledge, it doesnt look like a cut from a sharp glass at all.


I LOVE MY BROWNIES! ((:


`addicted to pain.



its 2.23am in the morning.
and im still not sleeping YET.

although, naturally i should get tired and then end up sleeping. but i donno why, today[ or yesterday? 21June06], i did not feel sleepy at all. wait, actually, i did... when i was at shrtl's house. maybe because i just finished eating and there was nothing to do. but after that, i went out again to play downstairs with my whole family [cept for ika who puts sleeping before family bonding. pfft.]. niwaes, i played soccer with dad and siblings and then continued to play volleyball [with the same ball. the ball was so bouncy and light. so yeahh] and i RAN around the badminton court a few times cos i wasnt feeling tired and sweaty. i repeated that cycle again until 10pm. and then i did some drawing which i havent done for a long long time. btw, i love my creations! =)

and here i am.. not a tad tired. grrr. if my eyes still refuse to close, i'll have no choice but to bore myself studying. wait.. its not that boring. its fun. but im sooo not in the mood to study. and even if i do, i'll end up not having the information stored in my brain. so what's the use ryt? haii.

okay. so.. tomorrow, i'll do some physics and mathematics. gosh. i need to start liking loving physics again. since i failed chemistry badly in sec3, ive been giving more attention to chem. and now that i understand chem, i come to have a liking for that subject. AND THAT'S WRONG! im supposed to hate chem and LOOOOVE physics. now i find physics draggy. grrr. what's wrong with you, yuni?

i need to go to the dentist. i feel like im having a toothache. yaaicks!

P.S im not the only one awake, my two fat-heads are wide awake too. but not for the same reasons. they slept in the afternoon/evening for hours! grr. annoying owls!

taaataaa(:



i've been thinking.


i've never felt it before.
but recently, ive been dreaming about it alot.

i wonder how it feels like.


i've seen people around me who have felt it or are feeling it.
some are loving it; they're having the time of their lives.
while the unfortunate ones end up getting hurt.


maybe its just the fear of getting hurt that i always avoid this.


its just too scary.
people kept telling me to stop behaving like this because blablabla.


and everytime i try to, my brain will start thinking of the advantages and the drawbacks.
i always give in to the brain. thinking with my heart just isnt my thing. x)


the drawbacks always weigh more than the good things.




so then, i'll start thinking that way again.
its funlah but it wouldnt always remain that way, would it?
good things always end.
and think about the things i have to stop doing when i get into such a...




u might think, wadahell is this girl talking. haha. i just felt like rambling. wanna let out what i've been boxing inside. haaa. it feels better now. *grinns*


MEXICO VS PORTUGAL!



aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaargh.
i NEED money.
like really really NEED money.

grrrr.
if only money grows on trees;
there's such thing as money rain or;
i own a machine that makes money.
haii.

shrtl, i wanna be a gazillionaire too!

cheeze n whiskers!
where can i get money easy money?

washing dishes in a restaurant.
babysitting.
tuitoring.
sell handmake goods.
or simply..

BEG MONEY FROM MY PARENTS.
[which i tried numerous times before but only worked once]
the odds? 1 : 100 000 000 000.

as much as i hate paris hilton, i do wish i was as rich as her, now.
i'd be soo rich that i could donate my dresses that i've worn only once and even make my own album and not care if it goes down the drain because im FILTHY RICH.
daym you, whore!



haii.
i thot today was gna be a good day but it turned out bad.

one, people keep stepping on my toe which is totally not helping it to heal. two, i cudnt find my markers to make my physics mind maps and im getting really frustrated about it. ive searched EVERYWHERE and i still cudnt find it, there werent any traces either. sheesh. three, i had a headache in the afternoon. barfed a couple of times. and my head is as heavy as ever. four, my family and i went to esplanade and i thot it would clear my head n mind abit but i end up fighting with my mom plus the heat dint help. five, ERGH! nvm.
im sorry juls i cudnt be there for u when u needed me to. =S
eeeeeeeesh.
its such a bad day.
*hits head on the table*





3 schools I went to:
a. griffiths primary
b. east spring primary
c. tanjong katong girls'

3 things in my handbag:
a. wallet
b. handphone
c. headset

3 things I do when I'm stressed:
a. shout in my pillow while lying down on my bed
b. eat lotsa chocolates!
c. run up to the top floor of the multi-storey carpark and sit there

3 places I go on a daily basis:
a. my home
b. my school
c. the kitchen

3 favourite fruits:
a. watermelon!
b. honeydew
c. seedless grapes

3 names I go by:
a. my secondary school peeps call me yuni
b. my primary school friends call me husniyah
c. nur [only my mom calls me by that name]

3 of my favourite food:
[this is really hard for me to choose]
a. mee goreng mama [maggi style]
b. mee hongkong/ hor fun
c. oh! definitely home-cooked food.

3 things I'm wearing right now:
a. my skin
b. dirty-green pants
c. long blouse

Who is in the house with me?
a. my parents
b. all my siblings
c. our goldfish

Who am I thinking of right now?
noone actually. im too busy feeling sick. i puked a couple of times today. haii.

Who did I last talk to on the phone?
my dad. when he picked me up somewhere near the bedok mrt station to go to the national stadium.

Who did I sit with during my 5th period in class?
geraldine on my left and may on my right! i miss them!!

Who was the last person I uttered "LOVE" to?
hmmm.. i dont remember. =S

Who do I wish I am right now?
right now? i dont know. but just now i was wondering what it would be like to marry a superstar. *grinns*

Who gets on my nerves most in school?
a teacher and a classmate.

Where is my phone?
im my room.

Where do I sleep?
in my eyes. (:

Where is the place I last took a ride to?
from mustafa centre to my house an hour ago.

What was the last thing I ate?
chappati.

What colour shirt am I wearing?
dark blue with batik patterns.

What is the closest item to me that is blue?
the light on the mouse.

What do I like most about school?
friends of course and sometimes PE.

What is my favourite colour?
it used to be blue. but purple suits me! so now its purple.

What do I wear most often jeans or shorts?
jeans outside and shorts at home.

What was the last movie I watched?
madagascar in car just now.

When did I start school?
when i was three. i got in early cos parents thot i couldnt speak.

When did I last go to the Mall?
yesterday with shrtl and ira.

When did I last burn something?
burn? hmmm.. not recently cos i cant remember. x)

3 bloggers to do this:
a. shrtl
b. limin
c. khalis



heeeeeeshh.
i just had to play barefooted.
i just had to try and chip the ball.
we just had to play it on the badminton court.
GGGRRRRR! now i cant play soccer. hrmpf.

my left toe's torn. i thot it was only the outer skin layer but noooo.. it's together with the squishy inside. i thot its only a bump cos it dint hurt that much until i looked down to my feet and saw blood gushing out of my big toe. and i was like 'whoa!'. i called ika, ira n akmal and they were like 'whoa!' but after that akmal got scared cos he thot i would lose that toe of mine. cute! x) niwaes.. i walked and it left traces of blood. ika cannot stop taking pictures! she's weird lah. heesh. i sat down and stared closely at it. OMG! it was the coolest injury i had ever had. i could see the inside and the blood was thick!

i dint want my parents to know but that brother of mine just had to open his mouth. haish. atleast they werent as mad as before. oh and that toe cannot stop bleeding even after i finish watching the eng vs tri match which is like.. 2am minus 9pm, u do the math! had to keep washing it. zikri got really scared. he dint wanna get near me for awhile but u noe, he can never leave me, so after that he was okay with it. he'd go 'eeeeeeeee. jijik.' and start pointing at it with his cute smile! eeks! so adorable! x)

now.. it looks funny. atleast not as wet as before. its a colour combination of blue n black and yellow oh! and obviously red. heh.

eng vs tri match was disappointing. but my gerrard scored! wheee. and hannah, yes spain's good but i just cant seem to leave england and convert to a spainiard. its hard. i noe england can do waaaaaaay better than that. i just have to keep believing. *grinns*
oh! i hate the fact that rooney has alot of media attention. i tell you, he did not inspire the team ehh n definately didnt assist any of the two goals. hrmpf. rooney looks like a monkey! SERIOUS!

toodles(:



hmph!

my HUGO boss perfume has sprayed its last spray. shoot! it'll cost me another month or two to save up. its expensive but worth it. it smells so nice. asked whether there's any imitations or other cheaper perfumes that smell like it but there was none. saddening. but it means its unique! x)

haii.

brazil wasnt at their best, ryt? altho, kaka and cafu played really well. ronaldo bored me. i expected more tricks from the brazilians, esp ronaldinho. oh! croatia played quite well too, esp the striker [ i dont rmb his name].
and dad ditched me. he slept even before the game started. so i watched it alone. shouting, hurraying and dancing on my own in the living room. wakkaka. fun game, it was.











my hands still smell of dhal.
even 6 hours after the end of my rewang-ing.
daym tired with all those packing and serving and more packing.
phewww.

i deserve a movie!
x))
gonna watch it later on after posting this.
ira, ika and i will be watching... *shouts at ika* oh! the red shoe, a horror movie.
never heard of it, atleast for me.
im not really a horror movie fan. *grinns*

i feel blank.
like... im neither happy nor sad.
glad nor mad. [oh! that rhymes!]
hmmm. funny.

who cares!
im off to watch the red shoe.
taataa.

i miss... [someone]

juls, i was angry w u today. dont ask! cos i dont even know why myself. =S



gd evening yall!

so... today was the last day for my supp class. i reached the busstop 10mins later than usual. and bus 9 just left. so obviously i was gonna be late. wait nongnong for the next bus. was waiting.. then suddenly this woman rushed pass me leaving a gust of smelly wind. i was cursing her under my breath. scuuuully, she slipped and fell down on the wet ground! her whole body was lying on the floor, i pitied the levis pants she wore. i had to control my laughter. it was so funny! luckily i dint burst out into laughters if not, she'll get more malu.

lesson to be learnt: do not wear slippery heels on a wet day and please, next time, put on some deodorant or perfume! [ im abit allergic to this small thing called BOs!]

oh! i bumped into this orangebag dude [since i dont know his name] on the way to school.
funny sia. i keep bumping into him at unexpectected places. x))

played soccer + basketball with a basketball... ball during the 5mins break during amaths lesson. well, actually we dragged it until 10mins. oh wells.

okay! so supp class finally ended. i ponned amath remedial. malas sia. till late afternoon.
was thinking of taking 291 as usual, but donno why, i decided to take 28 instead. the bus came and i boarded it, together with a group of boys. after a few busstops, two of them alighted from the bus. well, before that, they passed by my seat and waited at the exit. one of them was eating ice-cream. so i thought to myself, 'eh. bus driver dint notice ah?' and was also thinking of sth else about the two boys but shall not mention it here. the one holding the ice-cream came down safely but his friend [i donno how] tripped and fell face down! this time i dint laugh. pitied him. i saw him struggling to carry himself back up while his friend just watched. kesiaaan! only after a few minutes, thinking back about made me chuckle a little. its just the nature for us to laugh, no? when someone fall w/o any visible reason? i mean cum'on...! x)

[btw. this post is gna be abit long, so bear w me if u want. if not, just press the 'x' button on the top right hand corner, thankyou.]

i ran away from home. was getting restless. the noises and quarrels dint help. wait.. actually i left for a few hours only. needed to clear my mind and study. so i stayed in the library. then farah called.. said wanted my help. not long after, she came down and told the story. yadayadayada. after a few hours, told me that everything's okay so far. she also thanked me for coming to her rescue. [ilikethatpart. x) ] like superwoman, huh?! wait. i was superwoman, until i found out yana is superwoman. so now, i shall be WONDERWOMAN! x)
i sound so immature. tsktsk.

i walked home again today. fun! a good exercise, y'noe.

so that's it..
my friday 090606.
a combination of funny, freaky, homestressed, interesting, e feeling of acccomplishment and making a difference.
CoooooL!

random; chupachupps, the pleasure of sucking.
wakakakaka(x

`miss independent(:



*shruggs*


i need someone to make sure that i study.
im slacking.
and it scares me.
but not enough to stop this act.

im becoming a bad girl. x)
wrong timing, i know.
but im enjoying it.
like someone said, life's interesting that way.
*grinns*


am i okay?
*shruggs*


wasted my time going to school today.
the teachers are practically wasting my precious time.
i dont feel the intensity we supposed to feel. slaaaaaaack.
thats bad. real bad.


watched xmen3 at farah's house.
with lee, han and farah's fren, lyana.
xmen3 was kinda disappointing. i had high expectation, you see.
thank goodness, i dint waste my money watching it at the cinema.
thenthen.. we watched dirty dancing 2.
a very hot movie! lurve the dancing((:
sadly... had to stop at the first disc cos hadta go home.
butbut we HAFTA finish watching it.


seriously...
am i okay? idontknowanymore.

i feel like im changing.
for better? or for worse?
*shruggs*










i need a change, yes?
or have i changed enough?

since its 5th June now...
HAPPY BIRTHDAY, ZIKRI!!
loveyousooooomuch(:



gosh.
i went swimming yesterday, and now i have TWO skin tones. its like black and white! i hate it sehh. and sadly, my face have more panau. tsk. i shudnt have wet my face when im all sweaty. oh wells.

niwaes...
today i went to east coast to rollerblade. it so daym fun. my sisters, brother and i were like hooligans making a fool outta ourselves. we took alot of pictures too. should i put it here? yeah i think so. after this post. oh! its been so long since i bladed so i expected myself to fall once in awhile. but i didnt! until when we were heading back to our car. i didnt know why i fell. i even had ira to hold on to while i step down from the pavement. sad case man. it was so hard for me to get back up. lucky got this gentleman who offered his help. so sweet. x)

oh! i might be watching omen. its a horror movie. yes, i dared myself to watch a scary movie in a cinema finally. altho i noe i'll be wasting my money cos i wont be watching most of the parts of the movie. i will bring my trusty jacket so that i can cover my face up when the scary parts come up. oh gosh. i hope i dont regret this. =S

i hate crouch.



it was 12plus am. i just put down the phone after chattin with shrtl for over an hour. i stood in the middle of the living room, thinking. it was pitch dark btw and everyone was asleep. it took me about a minute or more to think of what i should do next. 'ah. just do revision ah' i said to myself. i didnt wanna sleep cos i wasnt sleepy yet. and it took another half a minute to think of what subject i should revise on. [my was working so slow at that moment. donno why.] i decided to study in the dining room cos.. i donnno why ah. i just felt like it. cleared the table and put my a.math textbook and ex. book on it. headed to the kitchen to make myself a cup of hot milo[btw, shrtl, i am and will always not like coffee. u cant influence me. *bluek*]. i sat on the chair, ready to start. took a sip of my drink. plugged in to my phone mp3. bismillah. i had a slow start but after that, i was getting the hang of it. i actually really enjoyed it. it was quiet for once. no one was around to annoy or disturb me. it was so peaceful. i likeeee. x)

and... i am gonna do it again today!!
hopefully, everyone will get in bed by 11pm, which i doubt so. cos its a rare occassion to see all my family members to be sound asleep before 11pm. let's just see then.

oh! there's a downside tho.
i became so sleepy the next morning and instead of going to school at 8am, i came an hour late! it was intentional actually. i didnt wanna go for first lesson cos i hate that teacher. and im glad that she didnt go thru anything new. wait.. actually she didnt go thru anything, according to one a few of my classmates. x)


today, after school, went back with hannah and we spent the whole bus ride reading the world cup session of the new paper and talking about soccer and how the hell we end up going crazy over soccer. it was sooo fun!

how long am i suppose to keep lying? i never liked it.



gd afternoon people.

happy happy happy!

im done with BOTH blogskins.
and and and... it took less that TWO days.

am i fantastic or what? x))
superwoman!

im full.
ate nasi lemak and two goreng pisang.
im thirsty.
shall make milo ice ryt after i finish posting.

kay. i wanna say HAPPY BIRTHDAY to my dear sister, farihin, she's 9 now. okay, i shall just wish lisa too, my other sister, who's birthday is tomorrow and turning 11!
laaaah. adek-adek kakak dah besar daaah. x))

oh!!
yesterdaaaaay, i went to HDB Hub at toa payoh. i was feasting my eyes with nice gorgeous clothes and accessories and shoes and did i say clothes? i couldnt get my eyes of those stuff. and i saw this particular magnificent tee selling at only $10. its vintage-y and has beads lining the curly lines drawn on the shirt. oh! and there's this set of clothes. its a white spaghetti-striped shirt with a greenish-brown shrug and a matching 3/4 pants. i like the cloth pattern on the shrug and pants. PLUS! [kay, i promise this is the last] at borini[?], there's this tshirt with the word brazil printed on it. and there's other designs on it too. was looking for england's, but donhaf. sad. but, $12.90. cheap ryt?


kaykay.
lisa wants to use the comp.

terrraaaaah!!

i still havent watch xmen3 liao.
sad case.
shrtl! biler kau nak confirm?

aussie not that bad, huh?
they're good at defense but need more attacking.
its half time now.
shall finish up the quiz [if possible].

...cont'd

5) WILLIE WONKA? i just want him for his chocolate factory((:

6) DANNY PHANTOM(: i like the way he looks tho he's a cartoon.

7) SUPERMAN. tight spandex, cocky hair and 'outer'-underwear arent really a turn on but i like men with superpowers. and superman is no exception.

8) BEAST in beauty and the beast. i'm belle in my family. x) so i want my beast(:

9) JOHNNY BRAVO. i cudnt think of any other fictional characters. he's cool and funneh.

10) oh! remember ADAM from mighty morphin power rangers? DAYM. i cant believe i forgot him. he was like my first ever celeb love. *grinns* BLACK RANGER'S MINE((: he's sooo CUTE with his curly hair. *grinns*
adam: im a frog [frowns].

the five ppl are..
1. farah
2. yana
3. lee
4. fad
5. aen

im not gna bother bloggin anymore. i cant find a reason nimore either than ranting out some bullshyte that i dont think others give a shit about.

blogs are oxymoron.
shall stick to my diary(:

THE MATCH IS ON!
TOODLES(:

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AAAAAAAAAAAAARGGH!!
ref is sooooooooooo... ERGh!
daymmit, italy didnt deserve that friggin' penalty kick.
STUPID REF. STUPID STUPID STUPID.

australia shudve won.
they were playing sooo well, y'noe.
they deserved it for the hardwork they've put in.
ergh!

FUCK OFF REF!


dhu tagged me for yet another quiz..

List ten fictional characters you would have sex with (in no particular order) and tag 5 people to do the same.

if its in a perfect world, i would wanna havce sex with...

1) CAPTAIN JACK SPARROW!! daym.. he's sooooo hot and badboy looking. i love those kinda guys(:

2) the GARDENER from DESPERATE HOUSEWIVES. ((: *drools* i want MY own gardener. puurr(:

3) LOGAN/ WOLVERINE. have u seen him? have u seen him kiss those women? grrr. lucky bitches.

4) TROY BOLTON. he's so cute in high school musical. TALL + SLIM + NICE BOD/ABS + GORGEOUS VOICE = my perfect guy. x)

i really cudnt think ryt now.
any moment, the game's gna start; italy vs australia.
i'll update it later on.

BYE! (:

portugal vs holland was really entertaining.
england vs ecuador was BORING!


first of all, i wanna say that i ROCK at baking. x)
yesterday, i made peanut butter bar and although, using the still screwed-up oven, it turned out real nice. even though i felt it was abit not well done, it was pretty popular. everyone was eating and praising me. that felt nice! (:

and then today... i saw a new recipe for chocolate brownies and in the pictures, they looked nice, so i decided to bake them. and daym! i love it ah.. actually everyone else loves it too. had to keep their hands away from the tray so that i could keep some for my dad and ika when they come back home later. its sooooooo CHOCOLATE-Y and SOFT & LIGHT. foooh.
every other brownie recipes i've tried, there's always something lacking. but this one is PERFECT. delicioso. x)

oh yeah. nearly forgot.
i was supposed to rant about yet another bloody toe incident. its the third toe this time, of the SAME foot. i was at the kitchen. prepared all the ingredients to make the brownies and then i went to the kitchen cabinet to fetch the measuring cup. as usual, i pulled the cabinet door. suddenly, a tall glass fell from the top shelf and hit the floor. it ricocheted off to my left foot, which happened to be there, before breaking into little glass pieces. i moved back so that i wont meet any of the sharp glass fragments. ira came to help me out. then suddenly, i saw blood dripping from my foot. i was just staring at it for a few seconds. ira called my mom to show her the pool of blood. i was still wondering where the hell did the blood come from. by then, the blood already stained the floor and the size of it was bigger than my palm. a little toe lost that much blood. it was even more than what my big toe lost. it felt like a red ant's bite, which doesnt hurt at all. cool huh?

then i ran to the toilet and sprayed water on my foot. and that was when i saw a small but deep tear at the back of my third toe. it hasnt stop bleeding until ira brought a small bandage and a cotton wool which i wrapped around to make it stop bleeding. the first time we tried, we hadta throw the bandage away cos there was too much blood on it. grr. its sooooo irritating, you know. just when my big toe was about to heal, the other one caused problem.

the bandage and cottonwool are soo thick that the third toe potrude out and is as big as the big toe. grr.
fyi, i took pictures of it too. x)

p.s. i dont think the glass fragment was the cause of it. cos there wasnt any glass pieces on my toe and from my knowledge, it doesnt look like a cut from a sharp glass at all.


I LOVE MY BROWNIES! ((:


`addicted to pain.


its 2.23am in the morning.
and im still not sleeping YET.

although, naturally i should get tired and then end up sleeping. but i donno why, today[ or yesterday? 21June06], i did not feel sleepy at all. wait, actually, i did... when i was at shrtl's house. maybe because i just finished eating and there was nothing to do. but after that, i went out again to play downstairs with my whole family [cept for ika who puts sleeping before family bonding. pfft.]. niwaes, i played soccer with dad and siblings and then continued to play volleyball [with the same ball. the ball was so bouncy and light. so yeahh] and i RAN around the badminton court a few times cos i wasnt feeling tired and sweaty. i repeated that cycle again until 10pm. and then i did some drawing which i havent done for a long long time. btw, i love my creations! =)

and here i am.. not a tad tired. grrr. if my eyes still refuse to close, i'll have no choice but to bore myself studying. wait.. its not that boring. its fun. but im sooo not in the mood to study. and even if i do, i'll end up not having the information stored in my brain. so what's the use ryt? haii.

okay. so.. tomorrow, i'll do some physics and mathematics. gosh. i need to start liking loving physics again. since i failed chemistry badly in sec3, ive been giving more attention to chem. and now that i understand chem, i come to have a liking for that subject. AND THAT'S WRONG! im supposed to hate chem and LOOOOVE physics. now i find physics draggy. grrr. what's wrong with you, yuni?

i need to go to the dentist. i feel like im having a toothache. yaaicks!

P.S im not the only one awake, my two fat-heads are wide awake too. but not for the same reasons. they slept in the afternoon/evening for hours! grr. annoying owls!

taaataaa(:


i've been thinking.


i've never felt it before.
but recently, ive been dreaming about it alot.

i wonder how it feels like.


i've seen people around me who have felt it or are feeling it.
some are loving it; they're having the time of their lives.
while the unfortunate ones end up getting hurt.


maybe its just the fear of getting hurt that i always avoid this.


its just too scary.
people kept telling me to stop behaving like this because blablabla.


and everytime i try to, my brain will start thinking of the advantages and the drawbacks.
i always give in to the brain. thinking with my heart just isnt my thing. x)


the drawbacks always weigh more than the good things.




so then, i'll start thinking that way again.
its funlah but it wouldnt always remain that way, would it?
good things always end.
and think about the things i have to stop doing when i get into such a...




u might think, wadahell is this girl talking. haha. i just felt like rambling. wanna let out what i've been boxing inside. haaa. it feels better now. *grinns*


MEXICO VS PORTUGAL!


aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaargh.
i NEED money.
like really really NEED money.

grrrr.
if only money grows on trees;
there's such thing as money rain or;
i own a machine that makes money.
haii.

shrtl, i wanna be a gazillionaire too!

cheeze n whiskers!
where can i get money easy money?

washing dishes in a restaurant.
babysitting.
tuitoring.
sell handmake goods.
or simply..

BEG MONEY FROM MY PARENTS.
[which i tried numerous times before but only worked once]
the odds? 1 : 100 000 000 000.

as much as i hate paris hilton, i do wish i was as rich as her, now.
i'd be soo rich that i could donate my dresses that i've worn only once and even make my own album and not care if it goes down the drain because im FILTHY RICH.
daym you, whore!


haii.
i thot today was gna be a good day but it turned out bad.

one, people keep stepping on my toe which is totally not helping it to heal. two, i cudnt find my markers to make my physics mind maps and im getting really frustrated about it. ive searched EVERYWHERE and i still cudnt find it, there werent any traces either. sheesh. three, i had a headache in the afternoon. barfed a couple of times. and my head is as heavy as ever. four, my family and i went to esplanade and i thot it would clear my head n mind abit but i end up fighting with my mom plus the heat dint help. five, ERGH! nvm.
im sorry juls i cudnt be there for u when u needed me to. =S
eeeeeeeesh.
its such a bad day.
*hits head on the table*




3 schools I went to:
a. griffiths primary
b. east spring primary
c. tanjong katong girls'

3 things in my handbag:
a. wallet
b. handphone
c. headset

3 things I do when I'm stressed:
a. shout in my pillow while lying down on my bed
b. eat lotsa chocolates!
c. run up to the top floor of the multi-storey carpark and sit there

3 places I go on a daily basis:
a. my home
b. my school
c. the kitchen

3 favourite fruits:
a. watermelon!
b. honeydew
c. seedless grapes

3 names I go by:
a. my secondary school peeps call me yuni
b. my primary school friends call me husniyah
c. nur [only my mom calls me by that name]

3 of my favourite food:
[this is really hard for me to choose]
a. mee goreng mama [maggi style]
b. mee hongkong/ hor fun
c. oh! definitely home-cooked food.

3 things I'm wearing right now:
a. my skin
b. dirty-green pants
c. long blouse

Who is in the house with me?
a. my parents
b. all my siblings
c. our goldfish

Who am I thinking of right now?
noone actually. im too busy feeling sick. i puked a couple of times today. haii.

Who did I last talk to on the phone?
my dad. when he picked me up somewhere near the bedok mrt station to go to the national stadium.

Who did I sit with during my 5th period in class?
geraldine on my left and may on my right! i miss them!!

Who was the last person I uttered "LOVE" to?
hmmm.. i dont remember. =S

Who do I wish I am right now?
right now? i dont know. but just now i was wondering what it would be like to marry a superstar. *grinns*

Who gets on my nerves most in school?
a teacher and a classmate.

Where is my phone?
im my room.

Where do I sleep?
in my eyes. (:

Where is the place I last took a ride to?
from mustafa centre to my house an hour ago.

What was the last thing I ate?
chappati.

What colour shirt am I wearing?
dark blue with batik patterns.

What is the closest item to me that is blue?
the light on the mouse.

What do I like most about school?
friends of course and sometimes PE.

What is my favourite colour?
it used to be blue. but purple suits me! so now its purple.

What do I wear most often jeans or shorts?
jeans outside and shorts at home.

What was the last movie I watched?
madagascar in car just now.

When did I start school?
when i was three. i got in early cos parents thot i couldnt speak.

When did I last go to the Mall?
yesterday with shrtl and ira.

When did I last burn something?
burn? hmmm.. not recently cos i cant remember. x)

3 bloggers to do this:
a. shrtl
b. limin
c. khalis


heeeeeeshh.
i just had to play barefooted.
i just had to try and chip the ball.
we just had to play it on the badminton court.
GGGRRRRR! now i cant play soccer. hrmpf.

my left toe's torn. i thot it was only the outer skin layer but noooo.. it's together with the squishy inside. i thot its only a bump cos it dint hurt that much until i looked down to my feet and saw blood gushing out of my big toe. and i was like 'whoa!'. i called ika, ira n akmal and they were like 'whoa!' but after that akmal got scared cos he thot i would lose that toe of mine. cute! x) niwaes.. i walked and it left traces of blood. ika cannot stop taking pictures! she's weird lah. heesh. i sat down and stared closely at it. OMG! it was the coolest injury i had ever had. i could see the inside and the blood was thick!

i dint want my parents to know but that brother of mine just had to open his mouth. haish. atleast they werent as mad as before. oh and that toe cannot stop bleeding even after i finish watching the eng vs tri match which is like.. 2am minus 9pm, u do the math! had to keep washing it. zikri got really scared. he dint wanna get near me for awhile but u noe, he can never leave me, so after that he was okay with it. he'd go 'eeeeeeeee. jijik.' and start pointing at it with his cute smile! eeks! so adorable! x)

now.. it looks funny. atleast not as wet as before. its a colour combination of blue n black and yellow oh! and obviously red. heh.

eng vs tri match was disappointing. but my gerrard scored! wheee. and hannah, yes spain's good but i just cant seem to leave england and convert to a spainiard. its hard. i noe england can do waaaaaaay better than that. i just have to keep believing. *grinns*
oh! i hate the fact that rooney has alot of media attention. i tell you, he did not inspire the team ehh n definately didnt assist any of the two goals. hrmpf. rooney looks like a monkey! SERIOUS!

toodles(:


hmph!

my HUGO boss perfume has sprayed its last spray. shoot! it'll cost me another month or two to save up. its expensive but worth it. it smells so nice. asked whether there's any imitations or other cheaper perfumes that smell like it but there was none. saddening. but it means its unique! x)

haii.

brazil wasnt at their best, ryt? altho, kaka and cafu played really well. ronaldo bored me. i expected more tricks from the brazilians, esp ronaldinho. oh! croatia played quite well too, esp the striker [ i dont rmb his name].
and dad ditched me. he slept even before the game started. so i watched it alone. shouting, hurraying and dancing on my own in the living room. wakkaka. fun game, it was.









my hands still smell of dhal.
even 6 hours after the end of my rewang-ing.
daym tired with all those packing and serving and more packing.
phewww.

i deserve a movie!
x))
gonna watch it later on after posting this.
ira, ika and i will be watching... *shouts at ika* oh! the red shoe, a horror movie.
never heard of it, atleast for me.
im not really a horror movie fan. *grinns*

i feel blank.
like... im neither happy nor sad.
glad nor mad. [oh! that rhymes!]
hmmm. funny.

who cares!
im off to watch the red shoe.
taataa.

i miss... [someone]

juls, i was angry w u today. dont ask! cos i dont even know why myself. =S


gd evening yall!

so... today was the last day for my supp class. i reached the busstop 10mins later than usual. and bus 9 just left. so obviously i was gonna be late. wait nongnong for the next bus. was waiting.. then suddenly this woman rushed pass me leaving a gust of smelly wind. i was cursing her under my breath. scuuuully, she slipped and fell down on the wet ground! her whole body was lying on the floor, i pitied the levis pants she wore. i had to control my laughter. it was so funny! luckily i dint burst out into laughters if not, she'll get more malu.

lesson to be learnt: do not wear slippery heels on a wet day and please, next time, put on some deodorant or perfume! [ im abit allergic to this small thing called BOs!]

oh! i bumped into this orangebag dude [since i dont know his name] on the way to school.
funny sia. i keep bumping into him at unexpectected places. x))

played soccer + basketball with a basketball... ball during the 5mins break during amaths lesson. well, actually we dragged it until 10mins. oh wells.

okay! so supp class finally ended. i ponned amath remedial. malas sia. till late afternoon.
was thinking of taking 291 as usual, but donno why, i decided to take 28 instead. the bus came and i boarded it, together with a group of boys. after a few busstops, two of them alighted from the bus. well, before that, they passed by my seat and waited at the exit. one of them was eating ice-cream. so i thought to myself, 'eh. bus driver dint notice ah?' and was also thinking of sth else about the two boys but shall not mention it here. the one holding the ice-cream came down safely but his friend [i donno how] tripped and fell face down! this time i dint laugh. pitied him. i saw him struggling to carry himself back up while his friend just watched. kesiaaan! only after a few minutes, thinking back about made me chuckle a little. its just the nature for us to laugh, no? when someone fall w/o any visible reason? i mean cum'on...! x)

[btw. this post is gna be abit long, so bear w me if u want. if not, just press the 'x' button on the top right hand corner, thankyou.]

i ran away from home. was getting restless. the noises and quarrels dint help. wait.. actually i left for a few hours only. needed to clear my mind and study. so i stayed in the library. then farah called.. said wanted my help. not long after, she came down and told the story. yadayadayada. after a few hours, told me that everything's okay so far. she also thanked me for coming to her rescue. [ilikethatpart. x) ] like superwoman, huh?! wait. i was superwoman, until i found out yana is superwoman. so now, i shall be WONDERWOMAN! x)
i sound so immature. tsktsk.

i walked home again today. fun! a good exercise, y'noe.

so that's it..
my friday 090606.
a combination of funny, freaky, homestressed, interesting, e feeling of acccomplishment and making a difference.
CoooooL!

random; chupachupps, the pleasure of sucking.
wakakakaka(x

`miss independent(:


*shruggs*


i need someone to make sure that i study.
im slacking.
and it scares me.
but not enough to stop this act.

im becoming a bad girl. x)
wrong timing, i know.
but im enjoying it.
like someone said, life's interesting that way.
*grinns*


am i okay?
*shruggs*


wasted my time going to school today.
the teachers are practically wasting my precious time.
i dont feel the intensity we supposed to feel. slaaaaaaack.
thats bad. real bad.


watched xmen3 at farah's house.
with lee, han and farah's fren, lyana.
xmen3 was kinda disappointing. i had high expectation, you see.
thank goodness, i dint waste my money watching it at the cinema.
thenthen.. we watched dirty dancing 2.
a very hot movie! lurve the dancing((:
sadly... had to stop at the first disc cos hadta go home.
butbut we HAFTA finish watching it.


seriously...
am i okay? idontknowanymore.

i feel like im changing.
for better? or for worse?
*shruggs*









i need a change, yes?
or have i changed enough?

since its 5th June now...
HAPPY BIRTHDAY, ZIKRI!!
loveyousooooomuch(:


gosh.
i went swimming yesterday, and now i have TWO skin tones. its like black and white! i hate it sehh. and sadly, my face have more panau. tsk. i shudnt have wet my face when im all sweaty. oh wells.

niwaes...
today i went to east coast to rollerblade. it so daym fun. my sisters, brother and i were like hooligans making a fool outta ourselves. we took alot of pictures too. should i put it here? yeah i think so. after this post. oh! its been so long since i bladed so i expected myself to fall once in awhile. but i didnt! until when we were heading back to our car. i didnt know why i fell. i even had ira to hold on to while i step down from the pavement. sad case man. it was so hard for me to get back up. lucky got this gentleman who offered his help. so sweet. x)

oh! i might be watching omen. its a horror movie. yes, i dared myself to watch a scary movie in a cinema finally. altho i noe i'll be wasting my money cos i wont be watching most of the parts of the movie. i will bring my trusty jacket so that i can cover my face up when the scary parts come up. oh gosh. i hope i dont regret this. =S

i hate crouch.


it was 12plus am. i just put down the phone after chattin with shrtl for over an hour. i stood in the middle of the living room, thinking. it was pitch dark btw and everyone was asleep. it took me about a minute or more to think of what i should do next. 'ah. just do revision ah' i said to myself. i didnt wanna sleep cos i wasnt sleepy yet. and it took another half a minute to think of what subject i should revise on. [my was working so slow at that moment. donno why.] i decided to study in the dining room cos.. i donnno why ah. i just felt like it. cleared the table and put my a.math textbook and ex. book on it. headed to the kitchen to make myself a cup of hot milo[btw, shrtl, i am and will always not like coffee. u cant influence me. *bluek*]. i sat on the chair, ready to start. took a sip of my drink. plugged in to my phone mp3. bismillah. i had a slow start but after that, i was getting the hang of it. i actually really enjoyed it. it was quiet for once. no one was around to annoy or disturb me. it was so peaceful. i likeeee. x)

and... i am gonna do it again today!!
hopefully, everyone will get in bed by 11pm, which i doubt so. cos its a rare occassion to see all my family members to be sound asleep before 11pm. let's just see then.

oh! there's a downside tho.
i became so sleepy the next morning and instead of going to school at 8am, i came an hour late! it was intentional actually. i didnt wanna go for first lesson cos i hate that teacher. and im glad that she didnt go thru anything new. wait.. actually she didnt go thru anything, according to one a few of my classmates. x)


today, after school, went back with hannah and we spent the whole bus ride reading the world cup session of the new paper and talking about soccer and how the hell we end up going crazy over soccer. it was sooo fun!

how long am i suppose to keep lying? i never liked it.


gd afternoon people.

happy happy happy!

im done with BOTH blogskins.
and and and... it took less that TWO days.

am i fantastic or what? x))
superwoman!

im full.
ate nasi lemak and two goreng pisang.
im thirsty.
shall make milo ice ryt after i finish posting.

kay. i wanna say HAPPY BIRTHDAY to my dear sister, farihin, she's 9 now. okay, i shall just wish lisa too, my other sister, who's birthday is tomorrow and turning 11!
laaaah. adek-adek kakak dah besar daaah. x))

oh!!
yesterdaaaaay, i went to HDB Hub at toa payoh. i was feasting my eyes with nice gorgeous clothes and accessories and shoes and did i say clothes? i couldnt get my eyes of those stuff. and i saw this particular magnificent tee selling at only $10. its vintage-y and has beads lining the curly lines drawn on the shirt. oh! and there's this set of clothes. its a white spaghetti-striped shirt with a greenish-brown shrug and a matching 3/4 pants. i like the cloth pattern on the shrug and pants. PLUS! [kay, i promise this is the last] at borini[?], there's this tshirt with the word brazil printed on it. and there's other designs on it too. was looking for england's, but donhaf. sad. but, $12.90. cheap ryt?


kaykay.
lisa wants to use the comp.

terrraaaaah!!

i still havent watch xmen3 liao.
sad case.
shrtl! biler kau nak confirm?