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i hate them. they went too far yesterday. i almost cried. its ironic that the closest beings to you dont really... [should i use the word care?] pay attention to what you're feeling. it hurts, real bad. only god knows what i was feeling that time. my heart literally shattered into million pieces. if i wasnt this strong, i would have just ran away. i tolerated their shit my whole life, they should atleast thank me for that. but what did they do? disappoint me even more. SHOW ME THAT YOU CARE. i wanted to shout at them, blurt out all the things i wanted them to know at that moment. but i didnt. i spared them the embarrassment. but i did go against them. and for the first time, there wasnt a shadow of guilt at all. hooray me...? this was supposed to prolong for a period of time. but the next morning, it was back to normal. i didnt have the guts to continue this behaviour. it wasnt because of them but the others. i love them too much. and its no doubt that they couldnt live without me. the responsibility i have to carry is heavy but i managed to perform it and still am. it wasnt always good or excellent but i did it. sometimes with no help from others. and now, all i ask from them is a thank you.

and it seems like i dont need anyone to be there for me but im human too.



i cudnt sleep tonite.
so i spent time on the computer, searching for a suitable blogskins.
unfortunately, nothing suits me.
so i decided to make one of my one.

it took less than 2hrs!!
nice not?
i had to start from scratch for the background picture.
looked for photos i like love.
and used photoshop to put it all in one bunch.
and the words 'style matters' i made myself, okay.
i didnt steal it from some other blog skins or what so ever.
so yarhhhh.

im done!
e feeling of satisfaction is so great. x)

*yawns*
ol' ryt. im off.
nytes.
sweeeeeet dreams(:



ish.
bastard!
*buries face in hands and shouts*

i have no one to watch xmen3 with now.

the one im supposed to go with, APPARENTLY, already had plans.
he should've confirmed with his friend first before smsing me telling he's free finally.
his sorry didnt even seem sincere. he shudnt hv done that.
i got all disappointed seh.

sigh.
guess im not gna watch it tmr afterall.
=(

athendoftheday,
S is the bastard and D is still the one who cheered me up.
never fails to. (:



today has been like a rollercoaster ride, man.

it was like...
straaaight, then the roller coaster went down abit, then continue going WAAAY down and then it went up full speed[very thrilling] . hehe.

haha. i wont telll YOU the full thing ahh.
but basically when the roller coaster drove straight, i was having my malay Os.
it was fine overall. now i hope i get my A. amin.

thenthen. the roller coaster went down bcoz i didnt get to watch xmen on that day with the ppl im supposed to watch with. sad man.

then.. it went waaaaaaaaaaay down bcos.. nvm lah.
i dowan to tell.
but if the ones i already tell, DONT tell ah.
x))

after thaaaaaat, it went up.
bcossss...
there's this group of ppl, actually only 3 persons, who took time to cheer me up without even realising they were cheering me up.
so... THANK YOU!!!!
thanks shrtl, khalis and you. =))

sometimes it seems that friends care for u more than ur own family.
ever had that feeling..?
im having it now.

short post. i noe.
but i just feel like posting.
=)

kay2. gna study chem now.
im watching XMEN3 tmr!! ahwoooooooo.



had a nice dream yesterday.
halloween, xmen, love. (:
but sadly, it led me thinking again. gahh.

niwaes..
shrtl, im glad u've 'waken up'.
*huggs*
YOU GO, GIRL! =)
i always believe u could do it.
------

this song's stuck in my head.
old song tho. shall post the lyrics here.

"The Way I Do"

Your kiss, your smile, your mind
You're sunlight in my eyes
I miss your breath on my neck
When we whisper in the night

Didn't wanna want you
Didn't wanna need you so bad
Didn't wanna wake up
And find that I was falling so fast
Didn't wanna need you
Didn't wanna need anyone
Now look what you've done

Now I can't go on without you
I'm naked, I cant fake it.
I'm not that strong without you
Never thought I could love you the way I do.

Your touch, your skin
Can't believe the way you let me in
Don't rush tonight
I need you like the ocean needs the tide.

I always thought I would stand on my own
Climb a mountain top all alone
Relying, depending on no one
Now look at what you've done...

its becoming more meaningful now.
dno why. but then again.. maybe i do?
i didnt know it was gna be this bad.



oh! one more thing.
wait... maybe more.


niwaes.
there's this certain teacher [whom i shall not name], she is a *beeeep*.
she doesnt only nag alot, she COMPLAINS alot.
for goodness sakes, our class is like one of the best class in the double science stream.
we have class spirit, we're united and hell, we're clever [just that we're darn lazy at school work].

she came to our class [after the operation clean-up], making a BIG FUSS about our classroom tidiness.
she said 'if i dont see this done properly, im not gonna pass u'. GO TO HELL.
she thinks we're like lazy or sth. she thinks we're so untidy and dont know howta clean up.
please lah, if we were all those things she said, how the hell were we able to clinch the cleanest sec4 class status for almost the whole of semester 1?
even the VP complimented us on being one of the cleanest class she's even seen.

and she's one hell of a rude teacher.
how are we supposed to respect her if she doesnt even have the brains to respect US?
she went too far today when she hurt my friend's feeling.
she hasnt even finish saying what she wanted to say and that *beep* teacher shriek at her. btw, that teacher didnt give any attention to what my friend was tryna say.
*beeeeeep*
gee, may and i were like cursing her under our breath.


AH!
i said i wanted to go lib kan? but i didnt.
instead, slacked with liy and pj.
me and liy played basketball with nearly deflated balls. x)
bounce-bounce-shoot.

dad finally came.
talktalktalk with tan.
then...
he said, 'oh. no more soccer for you.' [tan was suprised when she heard my dad say that. x)]
NONONONONONO.
i was about to be good at that sport and WORLD CUP is nearing.
NONONONONONONO!=(

never mind! i WILL watch and play no matter what.
*sticks out tongue*

i know i can manage my time.
and besides, i need sth to destress after studying, yes?



o;zdjifblm;kdfutr erthuper thpih eirth;ohdfgerdohzdf ho;zdfuio; dfzdf ; dg
[AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAARGGGGHHH]
*sigh*
=)

kay. now im in computer lab 3 sitting beside shrtl.

shrtl: heloooooooooooooooooo.

having malay intensive class. gaah.
tapi sempat eh blog. x)

countdown to malay Os : 3 days. =S
anxious.

had an accident yesterday.
now my...... hurts.

one language. football!
`lalalalala
i wanna play soccer!

watching x-men III on monday after malay papers.

oh. im still broke.

i have to carry a big pile of books home.

im not coming home until 6plus.
meet-the-parents session.
i guess im gna slack in the library then.

im always the odd unique one.
wakkakakaka.
u hafta agree, kan?
kan shrtl! x)

finally words: atiqah kpo. =)



life w/o computer is as good as life w/o a telephone.
i miss msn-ing.
i miss bloghopping.
i miss writting posts.

n im given only 10 mins to rant.
kaykay.


here it goes..
[my mind went blank! i hate it when this happens.]

eeerr.
basically ive been so stressed out lately.
ve been going home late, studying my ass off, espeacially for my MALAY!

5 more days to malay Os.
*bites nails*

im broke!
aaaaaaaaaaaaargh.
i owe people presents
and the people who owes me money are broke too so i cant get my money back! boohoo.
i wanna watch XMEN III no matter what.
so i THINK [most probably] the presents will come really late in the year.
soooooo sorry tau.
OH! i'm treating shrtl. we watching da vinci. x)

lalalalalaa.
haha. i rant in like less that 7 mins.

p.s. i am really tierd right now. so if there's any moistakse in the my psots do forgvie me.
wakkakaka.

but really ahh.
soo tired.
so so the very so exhausted!

kaykay.
im off!
going for a career awareness talk.

terraaaaah!
god bless.
=)



hooked on this.




















gosh. i donno why im not tired of writing over and over again about my PE.
funfunfun!

oh but before that,
i kena caught by Khoo cos of my belt.
like wadahell ahh.
but who cares, i had fun sitting on the ground with the other 3 4fivers sewing. x)

back to soccer.
ahwoooooooo!
it wasnt as exciting but wooh.
i got so aggressive. x))
oh!
which reminds me, sorry cera, ying qi, sijie and umm... whoever i hit. oh yarh! and SAM. sorry!! they were accidental. really!

i screamed alot sehh, out of frustration.
had alot of chances to score but those goondoos kept crowding around me. hmph.
and my hit wasnt that strong. ergh.

got daym sweaty by the end of the lesson.
so uncomfortable seh.

then during break time, played netball sumore.
practicing for inter-class on this thursday.
fun sia!
cant wait to play.
but the unexpected came.
Ching Yi told me i couldnt join in the netball competition cos i've trained under the school team before. but that was SEC1. fuckin' 3yrs ago. heeshh.
i knew she hated me since the beginning. kept picking on me, that *toot toot*.


niwaeeess.
for the first time ever, i bathed in school!
so cool seh.
i was unprepared, of cos.

i had my spare tee as the towel and a cup of handsoap to replace the showercream. x))
i showered from head to toe.
wait. except for the hair ahh.
and after that i felt soooo clean and CLEAN.


random;
letsdressupVINTAGEstyle.
clothesmakeMYworldgoround. *hints*

randomrandom;
familyandclosefriendsmakeMYworldaHAPPIERplacetolivein.
ilove(:

daddy lookin goo000ood, mummy lykit. =)

=_(
a news today brought back sad memories. i cud still remember. the sudden news brought tears to my eyes. it flowed like the heavy rain outside my window. couldnt sleep or eat properly for days. and i could still feel the lost and pain after a decade.
mihssimi.


*hugeSMILE*
see how i fake it?
=)) =_(

mcm kener sampok. x))

i love this picture very the much. (:

^caught red-handed.

boo!! x)

first and formost,
i wanna congratulate that someone for getting a place in NUS.
reeeaaaally happy for u!! i really am tautautau. =))

okaayy.
so basically, today is boring + fun.
its really draggy and sleepy in school. goshh.
then yarhh. it just plain and VERY normal.

i even got so sick at home.
*sigh* i think ill just keep this to myself again.
so i told ira im going out, didnt tell her where or when i'll come back.
dad and mom were at home but both were dead asleep. so didnt bother to ask them e permission.

well, i went up to that usual place.
i sat and just stared into space.
not long after, all my worries were brushed away.
i love that 'special' place. :)
it'll put all ur worries aside, leaving only nicenice things behind.

half n hour later,
went down and headed to tampines mart.
[this is when the fun part starts]
met up with my faeezah and aisyah.
missed them like hell!
coincidentally, all of us were wearing BLACK.
i loooikee. x))

i wont tell u explicit details.
but what we did was LEPAK, TALK, TAKE PICTURES and more TALK.
only then did i realise how much i miss them.
`reminisce(:
it might been weeks or even months since we've last met but gosh, i feel so attached to them.
like OMG. they rock my world!
ilovethetimeswhenwebulliedpeople. minah tropong!
iloveitwhenifeelateasetellingthemallmyproblems.itwasnevereasyforme.
ilovethetimeswhenwemerepektogethergetheranddontevengiveacareintheworld.
ilovethetimeswhenwehadsooomuchfunthatwedontwannaleaveeachother.
iloveeveryminute. everysecondofit.
ilove(:


pictures next!!



boo!!
i slept sweet yesterday.
wonder why eh. =))
u highlite oso no use. not gna tell u. but maybe YOU noe. *grinns*
niwaes.
HAPPY VESAK DAY!
had quite a slow start for the day.

sent shrtl a byebye msg.
gonna miss you babe.
i have no idea how im gonna survive not having someone to tell about stuffs.


`lalalala
played badminton with my sistas again for awhile.
den ran round the court alotta times! x)
played volleyball with not-fully-inflated basketball.
hands hurt like shit ah! but wadahell. FUNFUNFUN!

theeeeeeeeenn i did stunts. lame stunts, man.
in gay language, it was just gay. *laughs at own joke*
i jumped over the badminton net. x))




nice not nice not? took it on ira's phone.
had to do it ALOT [and i really mean alot] of times to get a nice picture.
this is, however, the best i cud give.
ira's not good at taking pictures. x)

bcos of that, teared both my big toes.
was barefooted and floor was friggin rough.
so yeah. aches abit now.
but was worth doing it.
gonna do that again. YAY!!









some of the tickletests i did when i was sooooo BORED that time:



Yuni, your closet's inspired by the Moment

You're a fashion-forward girl who is not just up on the latest trends — you're very likely setting them. Whether you're rocking a '60s babydoll dress or an '80s skinny tie, you know how to mix and match like nobody's business. You always manage to make a look that's thoroughly modern and thoroughly you.Whether your style runs funky or chic, you're a natural leader who knows confidence is a look that never goes out of style. So whatever look you'll be rocking next — even a daring pair of cuffed shorts — you're sure to be leading the pack. With your creativity and cool, we can't wait to see what you'll come up with next. Awesome!










happy2 moments. =)

today was 4fivers' birthday.
04-05-06.

had a party.
i brought the cake, made cookies and bought ice.
rushed from geography to the study area to prepare our mini party.
within minutes we were ready.
everyone was present
and some of the teachers.
namely, loy, tan, lopez and cheong.
tee couldnt make it.
we had TWO cakes. chocolate cake and fruit cake.
OH so yummy!
and did i tell ya..?
we had LOTS of food.
cakes, cookies, brownies, lotsa chips and not forgetting haagen danz ice-creams.
was soo full by the end of the break.

i was overjoyed.
seeing the spirit in our class AND the unity we have.
i luuuuurve 4E5.
i shall repeat... I LOOOOOOVE 4E5 '06.

and most of us are soo helpful.
instead of running off after finishing the food,
we cleaned up together and in LESS THAN 2 minutes,
all the chairs and tables were properly aligned
and rubbish were nowhere to be seen.
we rock sooo much! <33

a veryvery happy occasion.
now dont spoil it!

oh. and my balloon that u guys signed on burst-ed. =(
i liked that purple balloon.
haii.

every. single. time.



PE today was soo FUN!
favourite lesson of the day.

x))

kick here, kick there, kick donowhere.

balls were flying everywhere.
[that sounded funny to me. wakakaka!]

it was so obvious that we were soccer beginners.
hannah even told me i reminded her of crouch! like wth.

but the game was the best.
i ROCK! x)
[shiok sendiri]

`lalala.
i think i shall stick to netball tho.
shootshootshoot.
=))



why do i keep pretending everything's okay?
when actually in reality, its not even close to okay.
wake up each day, giving the best fake smiles ever.
dont u realise it? well, i guess not.
i was feeling so happy one moment,
and something just had to spoil it.

and..
im sick of having to tell people, frankly, im not alright.
cant u tell, even from the most obvious signs, that im un-okay?
am i that stoic?


gaaahhh.
and ive given up on it.
yes. it.
i knew it was useless.
and its still is.
i just dont wanna hold on to sth that'll nvr happen.

besides, im sick of the rollercoaster ride.
its exhilarating for the first few times, i agree.
but... hmmm.

bottom line; ive given up and i wont regret doing it.
well, atleast i hope i wont.

it'll be hard but i'll try.
im really sorry.

i hate them. they went too far yesterday. i almost cried. its ironic that the closest beings to you dont really... [should i use the word care?] pay attention to what you're feeling. it hurts, real bad. only god knows what i was feeling that time. my heart literally shattered into million pieces. if i wasnt this strong, i would have just ran away. i tolerated their shit my whole life, they should atleast thank me for that. but what did they do? disappoint me even more. SHOW ME THAT YOU CARE. i wanted to shout at them, blurt out all the things i wanted them to know at that moment. but i didnt. i spared them the embarrassment. but i did go against them. and for the first time, there wasnt a shadow of guilt at all. hooray me...? this was supposed to prolong for a period of time. but the next morning, it was back to normal. i didnt have the guts to continue this behaviour. it wasnt because of them but the others. i love them too much. and its no doubt that they couldnt live without me. the responsibility i have to carry is heavy but i managed to perform it and still am. it wasnt always good or excellent but i did it. sometimes with no help from others. and now, all i ask from them is a thank you.

and it seems like i dont need anyone to be there for me but im human too.


i cudnt sleep tonite.
so i spent time on the computer, searching for a suitable blogskins.
unfortunately, nothing suits me.
so i decided to make one of my one.

it took less than 2hrs!!
nice not?
i had to start from scratch for the background picture.
looked for photos i like love.
and used photoshop to put it all in one bunch.
and the words 'style matters' i made myself, okay.
i didnt steal it from some other blog skins or what so ever.
so yarhhhh.

im done!
e feeling of satisfaction is so great. x)

*yawns*
ol' ryt. im off.
nytes.
sweeeeeet dreams(:


ish.
bastard!
*buries face in hands and shouts*

i have no one to watch xmen3 with now.

the one im supposed to go with, APPARENTLY, already had plans.
he should've confirmed with his friend first before smsing me telling he's free finally.
his sorry didnt even seem sincere. he shudnt hv done that.
i got all disappointed seh.

sigh.
guess im not gna watch it tmr afterall.
=(

athendoftheday,
S is the bastard and D is still the one who cheered me up.
never fails to. (:


today has been like a rollercoaster ride, man.

it was like...
straaaight, then the roller coaster went down abit, then continue going WAAAY down and then it went up full speed[very thrilling] . hehe.

haha. i wont telll YOU the full thing ahh.
but basically when the roller coaster drove straight, i was having my malay Os.
it was fine overall. now i hope i get my A. amin.

thenthen. the roller coaster went down bcoz i didnt get to watch xmen on that day with the ppl im supposed to watch with. sad man.

then.. it went waaaaaaaaaaay down bcos.. nvm lah.
i dowan to tell.
but if the ones i already tell, DONT tell ah.
x))

after thaaaaaat, it went up.
bcossss...
there's this group of ppl, actually only 3 persons, who took time to cheer me up without even realising they were cheering me up.
so... THANK YOU!!!!
thanks shrtl, khalis and you. =))

sometimes it seems that friends care for u more than ur own family.
ever had that feeling..?
im having it now.

short post. i noe.
but i just feel like posting.
=)

kay2. gna study chem now.
im watching XMEN3 tmr!! ahwoooooooo.


had a nice dream yesterday.
halloween, xmen, love. (:
but sadly, it led me thinking again. gahh.

niwaes..
shrtl, im glad u've 'waken up'.
*huggs*
YOU GO, GIRL! =)
i always believe u could do it.
------

this song's stuck in my head.
old song tho. shall post the lyrics here.

"The Way I Do"

Your kiss, your smile, your mind
You're sunlight in my eyes
I miss your breath on my neck
When we whisper in the night

Didn't wanna want you
Didn't wanna need you so bad
Didn't wanna wake up
And find that I was falling so fast
Didn't wanna need you
Didn't wanna need anyone
Now look what you've done

Now I can't go on without you
I'm naked, I cant fake it.
I'm not that strong without you
Never thought I could love you the way I do.

Your touch, your skin
Can't believe the way you let me in
Don't rush tonight
I need you like the ocean needs the tide.

I always thought I would stand on my own
Climb a mountain top all alone
Relying, depending on no one
Now look at what you've done...

its becoming more meaningful now.
dno why. but then again.. maybe i do?
i didnt know it was gna be this bad.


oh! one more thing.
wait... maybe more.


niwaes.
there's this certain teacher [whom i shall not name], she is a *beeeep*.
she doesnt only nag alot, she COMPLAINS alot.
for goodness sakes, our class is like one of the best class in the double science stream.
we have class spirit, we're united and hell, we're clever [just that we're darn lazy at school work].

she came to our class [after the operation clean-up], making a BIG FUSS about our classroom tidiness.
she said 'if i dont see this done properly, im not gonna pass u'. GO TO HELL.
she thinks we're like lazy or sth. she thinks we're so untidy and dont know howta clean up.
please lah, if we were all those things she said, how the hell were we able to clinch the cleanest sec4 class status for almost the whole of semester 1?
even the VP complimented us on being one of the cleanest class she's even seen.

and she's one hell of a rude teacher.
how are we supposed to respect her if she doesnt even have the brains to respect US?
she went too far today when she hurt my friend's feeling.
she hasnt even finish saying what she wanted to say and that *beep* teacher shriek at her. btw, that teacher didnt give any attention to what my friend was tryna say.
*beeeeeep*
gee, may and i were like cursing her under our breath.


AH!
i said i wanted to go lib kan? but i didnt.
instead, slacked with liy and pj.
me and liy played basketball with nearly deflated balls. x)
bounce-bounce-shoot.

dad finally came.
talktalktalk with tan.
then...
he said, 'oh. no more soccer for you.' [tan was suprised when she heard my dad say that. x)]
NONONONONONO.
i was about to be good at that sport and WORLD CUP is nearing.
NONONONONONONO!=(

never mind! i WILL watch and play no matter what.
*sticks out tongue*

i know i can manage my time.
and besides, i need sth to destress after studying, yes?


o;zdjifblm;kdfutr erthuper thpih eirth;ohdfgerdohzdf ho;zdfuio; dfzdf ; dg
[AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAARGGGGHHH]
*sigh*
=)

kay. now im in computer lab 3 sitting beside shrtl.

shrtl: heloooooooooooooooooo.

having malay intensive class. gaah.
tapi sempat eh blog. x)

countdown to malay Os : 3 days. =S
anxious.

had an accident yesterday.
now my...... hurts.

one language. football!
`lalalalala
i wanna play soccer!

watching x-men III on monday after malay papers.

oh. im still broke.

i have to carry a big pile of books home.

im not coming home until 6plus.
meet-the-parents session.
i guess im gna slack in the library then.

im always the odd unique one.
wakkakakaka.
u hafta agree, kan?
kan shrtl! x)

finally words: atiqah kpo. =)


life w/o computer is as good as life w/o a telephone.
i miss msn-ing.
i miss bloghopping.
i miss writting posts.

n im given only 10 mins to rant.
kaykay.


here it goes..
[my mind went blank! i hate it when this happens.]

eeerr.
basically ive been so stressed out lately.
ve been going home late, studying my ass off, espeacially for my MALAY!

5 more days to malay Os.
*bites nails*

im broke!
aaaaaaaaaaaaargh.
i owe people presents
and the people who owes me money are broke too so i cant get my money back! boohoo.
i wanna watch XMEN III no matter what.
so i THINK [most probably] the presents will come really late in the year.
soooooo sorry tau.
OH! i'm treating shrtl. we watching da vinci. x)

lalalalalaa.
haha. i rant in like less that 7 mins.

p.s. i am really tierd right now. so if there's any moistakse in the my psots do forgvie me.
wakkakaka.

but really ahh.
soo tired.
so so the very so exhausted!

kaykay.
im off!
going for a career awareness talk.

terraaaaah!
god bless.
=)


hooked on this.



















gosh. i donno why im not tired of writing over and over again about my PE.
funfunfun!

oh but before that,
i kena caught by Khoo cos of my belt.
like wadahell ahh.
but who cares, i had fun sitting on the ground with the other 3 4fivers sewing. x)

back to soccer.
ahwoooooooo!
it wasnt as exciting but wooh.
i got so aggressive. x))
oh!
which reminds me, sorry cera, ying qi, sijie and umm... whoever i hit. oh yarh! and SAM. sorry!! they were accidental. really!

i screamed alot sehh, out of frustration.
had alot of chances to score but those goondoos kept crowding around me. hmph.
and my hit wasnt that strong. ergh.

got daym sweaty by the end of the lesson.
so uncomfortable seh.

then during break time, played netball sumore.
practicing for inter-class on this thursday.
fun sia!
cant wait to play.
but the unexpected came.
Ching Yi told me i couldnt join in the netball competition cos i've trained under the school team before. but that was SEC1. fuckin' 3yrs ago. heeshh.
i knew she hated me since the beginning. kept picking on me, that *toot toot*.


niwaeeess.
for the first time ever, i bathed in school!
so cool seh.
i was unprepared, of cos.

i had my spare tee as the towel and a cup of handsoap to replace the showercream. x))
i showered from head to toe.
wait. except for the hair ahh.
and after that i felt soooo clean and CLEAN.


random;
letsdressupVINTAGEstyle.
clothesmakeMYworldgoround. *hints*

randomrandom;
familyandclosefriendsmakeMYworldaHAPPIERplacetolivein.
ilove(:

daddy lookin goo000ood, mummy lykit. =)

=_(
a news today brought back sad memories. i cud still remember. the sudden news brought tears to my eyes. it flowed like the heavy rain outside my window. couldnt sleep or eat properly for days. and i could still feel the lost and pain after a decade.
mihssimi.


*hugeSMILE*
see how i fake it?
=)) =_(

mcm kener sampok. x))

i love this picture very the much. (:

^caught red-handed.

boo!! x)

first and formost,
i wanna congratulate that someone for getting a place in NUS.
reeeaaaally happy for u!! i really am tautautau. =))

okaayy.
so basically, today is boring + fun.
its really draggy and sleepy in school. goshh.
then yarhh. it just plain and VERY normal.

i even got so sick at home.
*sigh* i think ill just keep this to myself again.
so i told ira im going out, didnt tell her where or when i'll come back.
dad and mom were at home but both were dead asleep. so didnt bother to ask them e permission.

well, i went up to that usual place.
i sat and just stared into space.
not long after, all my worries were brushed away.
i love that 'special' place. :)
it'll put all ur worries aside, leaving only nicenice things behind.

half n hour later,
went down and headed to tampines mart.
[this is when the fun part starts]
met up with my faeezah and aisyah.
missed them like hell!
coincidentally, all of us were wearing BLACK.
i loooikee. x))

i wont tell u explicit details.
but what we did was LEPAK, TALK, TAKE PICTURES and more TALK.
only then did i realise how much i miss them.
`reminisce(:
it might been weeks or even months since we've last met but gosh, i feel so attached to them.
like OMG. they rock my world!
ilovethetimeswhenwebulliedpeople. minah tropong!
iloveitwhenifeelateasetellingthemallmyproblems.itwasnevereasyforme.
ilovethetimeswhenwemerepektogethergetheranddontevengiveacareintheworld.
ilovethetimeswhenwehadsooomuchfunthatwedontwannaleaveeachother.
iloveeveryminute. everysecondofit.
ilove(:


pictures next!!


boo!!
i slept sweet yesterday.
wonder why eh. =))
u highlite oso no use. not gna tell u. but maybe YOU noe. *grinns*
niwaes.
HAPPY VESAK DAY!
had quite a slow start for the day.

sent shrtl a byebye msg.
gonna miss you babe.
i have no idea how im gonna survive not having someone to tell about stuffs.


`lalalala
played badminton with my sistas again for awhile.
den ran round the court alotta times! x)
played volleyball with not-fully-inflated basketball.
hands hurt like shit ah! but wadahell. FUNFUNFUN!

theeeeeeeeenn i did stunts. lame stunts, man.
in gay language, it was just gay. *laughs at own joke*
i jumped over the badminton net. x))




nice not nice not? took it on ira's phone.
had to do it ALOT [and i really mean alot] of times to get a nice picture.
this is, however, the best i cud give.
ira's not good at taking pictures. x)

bcos of that, teared both my big toes.
was barefooted and floor was friggin rough.
so yeah. aches abit now.
but was worth doing it.
gonna do that again. YAY!!







some of the tickletests i did when i was sooooo BORED that time:



Yuni, your closet's inspired by the Moment

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happy2 moments. =)

today was 4fivers' birthday.
04-05-06.

had a party.
i brought the cake, made cookies and bought ice.
rushed from geography to the study area to prepare our mini party.
within minutes we were ready.
everyone was present
and some of the teachers.
namely, loy, tan, lopez and cheong.
tee couldnt make it.
we had TWO cakes. chocolate cake and fruit cake.
OH so yummy!
and did i tell ya..?
we had LOTS of food.
cakes, cookies, brownies, lotsa chips and not forgetting haagen danz ice-creams.
was soo full by the end of the break.

i was overjoyed.
seeing the spirit in our class AND the unity we have.
i luuuuurve 4E5.
i shall repeat... I LOOOOOOVE 4E5 '06.

and most of us are soo helpful.
instead of running off after finishing the food,
we cleaned up together and in LESS THAN 2 minutes,
all the chairs and tables were properly aligned
and rubbish were nowhere to be seen.
we rock sooo much! <33

a veryvery happy occasion.
now dont spoil it!

oh. and my balloon that u guys signed on burst-ed. =(
i liked that purple balloon.
haii.

every. single. time.


PE today was soo FUN!
favourite lesson of the day.

x))

kick here, kick there, kick donowhere.

balls were flying everywhere.
[that sounded funny to me. wakakaka!]

it was so obvious that we were soccer beginners.
hannah even told me i reminded her of crouch! like wth.

but the game was the best.
i ROCK! x)
[shiok sendiri]

`lalala.
i think i shall stick to netball tho.
shootshootshoot.
=))


why do i keep pretending everything's okay?
when actually in reality, its not even close to okay.
wake up each day, giving the best fake smiles ever.
dont u realise it? well, i guess not.
i was feeling so happy one moment,
and something just had to spoil it.

and..
im sick of having to tell people, frankly, im not alright.
cant u tell, even from the most obvious signs, that im un-okay?
am i that stoic?


gaaahhh.
and ive given up on it.
yes. it.
i knew it was useless.
and its still is.
i just dont wanna hold on to sth that'll nvr happen.

besides, im sick of the rollercoaster ride.
its exhilarating for the first few times, i agree.
but... hmmm.

bottom line; ive given up and i wont regret doing it.
well, atleast i hope i wont.

it'll be hard but i'll try.
im really sorry.