Saturday, February 25, 2006
the o's are coming. cant say its still far. in fact, its soo near.
that at the end of each day, i look back,
and think to myself 'omg. i have not done this. i have not done that.'
i used to procrastinate. but let me tell you, there's no chance for me to do so this year. and i have put in extra effort to try and not continue that habit. but sometimes, i still do.
and this scares me.
this term's result is not what i had intended to get.
although i did improve abit, its not enough for me to be sure that i can, not only pass, but score for the o's.
and this, too, scares me. alot.
yesterday, i had a briefing on the registration for the cambridge examination. and when i look at the price i had to pay. woa. a total of $413. i didnt know education was that costly.
which means, the more i need to notch up on this important exam. i dont wanna waste my parents money.
and this also scares me. alot.
luck has not been on my side. well, atleast that's what i think. problems keep piling up. i've tried my best to put all those aside. but some, unfortunately, cannot be overlooked. and this really worries me. cos im scared that it'll affect my studies.
and this really scares me.
soo..
basically, my intention of writing this post was bcos.. *scratches head*
♥ 3:38 PM
Wednesday, February 22, 2006
i CUT my hairrrrrr!!
x))
how short?
well...
if u grab my hair, the length of the hanging hair
is about the length of a normal middle finger.
so..
u wont see me in a ponytail anymore.
which is kinda good.
im sick of ponytails. blergh.
and..
i MIGHT trim the bottom abit.
cos i'll look better that way.
soooo..
i might not even tie up my hair.
at all. or atleast until it grows longer.
but u see..
i love my hairstyle now.
i might just keep it. might.
but what do YOU think?
♥ 10:50 AM
Saturday, February 18, 2006
seven days since the last i wrote a post.
17feb2006
its my birthday today!!
ohCRAPohCRAP.
only one thing in my mind;
im old. aaahhh!
got my first wish today at 0019hrs.
btw. thanks again babeh! x)
more smses came after 6 plus.
a million thanks to those ppl.
someone also cheered me up
by saying, 'hey atleast u can watch NC16 movies now'
yes!!
mwahahaha, to those ppl who's still waiting for 16 to come.
*sticks tongue out*
oh!
i wanna thank my beloved bestie, shrtl!
thanks a billion babe.
have been eyeing on that sweater.
one down. *crosses out in wishlist*
was sooooo happy tauu. =))
love you x3.
and to others;
ibuandayah for the money.
nenekandatok for the money and most delicious cake.
lisa for the candle.
e-in for another candle and the sweet letter :) .
and my dearest bro, akmal for the ring.
=))
theouting.
went out with me two gooned sisters to TM.
even tho just TM, hanging out with them was fun.
apart from getting neoprints [which turned out wonderful btw],
i got my chocolate frappe.
but now. its chocolate rhumba frappe.
nicenice! hoooooh. *lickstongue lips* [licks tongue?] x))
short but meaningful.
had a great time with those two goondoos. :)
ate my birthday cake.
durian cake. nenek made it for me.
its soooo soft and the durian paste, fooh, creammy.
veryvery delicious.
generally, iLOVEtoday.
nothing AMAZING happened,
but its just nice. like 18nov2005.
perfect is the word.
if only i did that SOMETHING.
i woke up and just felt like doing SOMETHING.
SOMETHING.
i've never done it or; i want to do it but never could.
just something.
but i didnt do it.
cos i couldnt figure it out.
love blurs the line between mental health and psychopathology
17feb2006
its my birthday today!!
ohCRAPohCRAP.
only one thing in my mind;
im old. aaahhh!
got my first wish today at 0019hrs.
btw. thanks again babeh! x)
more smses came after 6 plus.
a million thanks to those ppl.
someone also cheered me up
by saying, 'hey atleast u can watch NC16 movies now'
yes!!
mwahahaha, to those ppl who's still waiting for 16 to come.
*sticks tongue out*
oh!
i wanna thank my beloved bestie, shrtl!
thanks a billion babe.
have been eyeing on that sweater.
one down. *crosses out in wishlist*
was sooooo happy tauu. =))
love you x3.
and to others;
ibuandayah for the money.
nenekandatok for the money and most delicious cake.
lisa for the candle.
e-in for another candle and the sweet letter :) .
and my dearest bro, akmal for the ring.
=))
theouting.
went out with me two gooned sisters to TM.
even tho just TM, hanging out with them was fun.
apart from getting neoprints [which turned out wonderful btw],
i got my chocolate frappe.
but now. its chocolate rhumba frappe.
nicenice! hoooooh. *licks
short but meaningful.
had a great time with those two goondoos. :)
ate my birthday cake.
durian cake. nenek made it for me.
its soooo soft and the durian paste, fooh, creammy.
veryvery delicious.
generally, iLOVEtoday.
nothing AMAZING happened,
but its just nice. like 18nov2005.
perfect is the word.
i woke up and just felt like doing SOMETHING.
SOMETHING.
i've never done it or; i want to do it but never could.
just something.
but i didnt do it.
cos i couldnt figure it out.
love blurs the line between mental health and psychopathology
♥ 2:18 PM
Saturday, February 11, 2006
oooo. o'level results released today.
could only watch the first part.
i think in general, the cohort did pretty well..?
after that hadta go to netball training.
me veryvery first training this year.
netball was soo fun.
the recreational peeps are more friendly.
seriously.
and we played and played in the drizzle.
funfun.
wahh. after the whole training,
gosh, cramps on my right leg.
stretched too much lykdat.
hurts man. had to limp on one side.
oh daym!
someone just reminded me.
seven more days.
daymdaym.
*reluctantly waiting*
dan mungkin bila nanti kita kan bertemu lagi
♥ 11:14 AM
Friday, February 03, 2006
haii.
i cannot sleep.
so here i am.
updating..
today..
hmmm. nothing much happened.
went back home real early for the first time.
if not, i'll be in the library studying with shrtl.
but i was glad i came home early. =)
theres a few things i wna say to some people;
someone has been ill recently.
still not all okay yet.
still so-so.
so..
hope u get better real soon!
miss chatting with you.
someone got no phone now.
aaaww. keciandier.
relax kayy.
i noe u wont be olryt.
but try.
=))
and to this couple.
how was 2ndofFeb2006?
x))
okay.
im done.
chiaos!
iCANgrowTALLer.
andgirlsdontSTOPgrowingwhentheyturnSIXTEEN!
♥ 3:45 PM