Thursday, January 05, 2006
woa.
ive reached the 100th post.
hooo!
waiting for shrtl to finish her chem test.
its 2.20pm and i have to wait for another...
omg! 1hr and 25 mins.
wadahell am i gna do for 1hr and 25 mins!
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started the school year very badly.
dont really wanna talk about it.
but its really horrible.
my heart literally sank.
and i was miserable the entire day.
haaaii. im sorry im sorry.
but im not gonna let that pull me down.
its like a pebble in my way.
i can just kick it aside. right?
i cant afford to do badly for my o's.
but..
i wasnt really ready to lose it, thats for sure.
haaaahh.
it still hurts me inside tho.
like my teacher said..
you're either a paper or sponge.
if a sponge is squeezed,
it'll bounce back by itself.
but if a paper is crushed,
it'll need some 'outside' help to straighten it back
and it can never get back to its normal state.
get me?
well, i guess im a sponge/paper..?
i can get back up with my own two feet.
very easily, i must say.
but the pain will always stay there.
i have not forgiven myself. yet.
im making no sense. sheesh!
bahhh.
im writing bullshite.
sorry for wasting your precious time
reading this piece a crap.
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niwaes...
im glad i came to school today.
really let go of the stress i had yesterday.
and the 'bonding' games was brilliant.
had sooo much fun. =)
played OBOB.
slap slap slap!!
haha. gonna return home with a lebam lap.
there's blood clot on the left one.
heeesh.
`feeling so faithless
if only they understood.
♥ 6:40 AM
