Friday, January 27, 2006
this is a really old song.
found out it was one of my dad's all-time favourite song.
it's stuck in my head now. veryvery nice song.
Walk blindly to the light and reach out for his hand
Don't ask any questions and don't try to understand
Open up your mind and then open up your heart
And you will see that you and me aren't very far apart
'Cause I believe that love is the answer
I believe that love will find the way
Violence is spread worldwide and there are families on the street
And we sell drugs to children now oh why can't we just see
That all we do is eliminate our future with the things we do today
Money is our incentive now so that makes it okay
But I believe that love is the answer
I believe that love will find the way
I believe that love is the answer
I believe that love will find the way
I've been seeing Lisa now for a little over a year
She said she's never been so happy but Lisa lives in fear
That one day daddy's gonna find out she's in love
With a nigger from the streets
Oh how he would lose it then but she's still here with me
'Cause she believes that love will see it through
And one day he'll understand
And he'll see me as a person not just a black man
'Cause I believe that love is the answer
I believe that love will find the way
I believe I believe I believe I believe that love is the answer
I believe that love will find the way
Love will find the way
Love will find the way
Love will find the way
Please love find the way
Please love find the way
Don't ask any questions and don't try to understand
Open up your mind and then open up your heart
And you will see that you and me aren't very far apart
'Cause I believe that love is the answer
I believe that love will find the way
Violence is spread worldwide and there are families on the street
And we sell drugs to children now oh why can't we just see
That all we do is eliminate our future with the things we do today
Money is our incentive now so that makes it okay
But I believe that love is the answer
I believe that love will find the way
I believe that love is the answer
I believe that love will find the way
I've been seeing Lisa now for a little over a year
She said she's never been so happy but Lisa lives in fear
That one day daddy's gonna find out she's in love
With a nigger from the streets
Oh how he would lose it then but she's still here with me
'Cause she believes that love will see it through
And one day he'll understand
And he'll see me as a person not just a black man
'Cause I believe that love is the answer
I believe that love will find the way
I believe I believe I believe I believe that love is the answer
I believe that love will find the way
Love will find the way
Love will find the way
Love will find the way
Please love find the way
Please love find the way
♥ 8:57 AM
Wednesday, January 25, 2006
yay!
i found the perfect blogskin!
yayay! x)
vintage!
vintage!
vintage!
i LOVE vintage style.
oh yes i do.
alotta things to smile about today.
=))
PE was soo fun.
so glad i took dance.
tango is sooo nice. senorita
and...
i passed my physics test with an A1!
ahhwoooo.
oh! and finally, shrtl and i had a day
where we both dont have to study for any tests.
unfortunately, that's the time where those gays arent free.
so we sat in the library doing our own stuff.
stoooonnneee. -_-
x)
today was nice.
♥ 1:53 PM
Monday, January 23, 2006
feeling so ergghh.
*goodbyemylover singing in my head*
whatifhermiadoesntwantdimitrius?
hermiatriedhardtoforgetdenmark.
shetried.
butshecant. why?
yay!
helenaloveslysander.
:))
never try to understand this.
it was never meant to be understood.
anotherofmyrandommoments.
♥ 2:11 AM
Friday, January 20, 2006
was in no mood yesterday.
not sure why.
but then again.. maybe i do.
i wanna thank the ones who tried cheering me up.
thaank you! =)
*da daap da daapp* x)
and the call, even tho short,
is good enough to not make me
sleep with a bad mood.
thanks yeahh.
again.
hooooh.
had geography.
and as usual, at the avt.
we went through the test paper
and thong wanted to show us a video tape
about the current topic we're studying on.
population explosion.
the documentary explained how its gna happen.
the world can only hold on to 6000million human beings.
right now, its... [i forgot the figure]
niwaes.
they showed the densely populated areas like
bangladesh.
the area was so cramped.
squatters here and there.
the roads were filled with more humanbeings
than vehicles.
and in africa.
barren land. hardly any green trees.
alot of mud houses.
little kids lined up. all topless
and bloated.
malnutrition they say.
kids as young as 3yrs old had to get wood for the caregivers
in exchange for a handful of rice. wet rice. not porridge.
the documentary showed a tall skinny boy aged around 9.
he was limping at one side.
the legs were twice as small as mine. maybe thrice.
veryvery thin. i could only see the bones.
hardly any flesh.
at that moment,
i almost cried.
tears nearly run down my cheeks.
but people was around me, you see.
then they showed the problems the world will face.
depletion of the forest,
decreasing of natural resources
and limited land spaces.
after a few more minutes,
credits rolled up.
lights went back on.
and all i did was stared at the blank screen.
the show moved me.
anything i could do to help..?
♥ 10:23 PM
Thursday, January 19, 2006
just did my physics CA.
im proud to say that i could do it.
yay me!
a guaranteed pass? yes.
a guaranteed A? possible.
im soo happy with myself.
haha.
that's why i've been in high spirits
and veryvery hyper! x))
wanna know why?
i studied real hard and
contented with my revisions.
and..
my gay members! u guys rock. =))
i wurve u guys.
and for the first time.
i love studying!
ehh. nono. i love studying with shrtl!
haha.
i never knew it could work out.
i mean, c'mon, we're bestfriends.
bestfriends always talk and talk.
but it seems that whenever we start studying,
we really study. kan kan?
u betta not fail your emath test!! x))
that's during school and after school.
when i reach my house,
total chaos!
9+6+1 = 16.
16 humans in an executive flat.
excluding frequent guests which total up to atleast 3.
earsplitting! i cant concentrate.
heeeshhhh.
i couldnt even have a room to myself, to do my work.
haaii.
school's what i'll be looking forward for.
seriously! x)
apart from the friends i'll be interacting with,
and 'bullying' of the juniors, [tsktsk. meaann. hei. we're seniors. x)]
i cant wait to go into a class, and be attentive!
and u know what... i've answerd more questions askd by teacher than ever!
a new me..?
♥ 12:21 PM
Friday, January 13, 2006
When one door closes another opens.
But often we look so long,
so regretfully upon the closed door that
we fail to see the one that has opened for us.
`randomthots.
i love the raaiiinn.
♥ 10:39 AM
Monday, January 09, 2006
hoo hoo!
recently the weather has been wonderful.
windy. rainny. and very cooling.
like someone said,
like winter in singapore.
x))
i loooove that kinda weather.
haaaaa.
niceynicey.
and...
i played in the rainnn!
hohoo.
it was sooo nice.
walking around in the rain.
jumping into puddles.
splashing water at my two primary school sisters.
call me crazy but i love it!
i love rain.
=))
do YOU?
♥ 5:39 PM
Sunday, January 08, 2006
lalaallaa.
gd evening all!!
=))
im feeling soooo gayy! x))
today was kinda funn.
early part sucks tho.
shrtl cant go out.
and dad didnt allow
me to go to orchard. =(
so im stuck with ira.
i tell ya, she took almost
an hour to get ready!
erghhh. got so mad at her.
niwaes, we wondered around at
east point. wonder wonderr.
headed to 'this fashion' first,
looked around.
and decided to try on clothes.
ira was sooo not sporting sia.
if only i was with shrtl. x)
all ira did was talk on the phone
with *ergh*.
chills run down my spine just listening
to the conversation.
kalau u letak telipon maknernyer u tak sayang i.
blerghhh.
then..
we went looking for a present for my
mom's 40th birthday.
but ended up buying a card only.
east point has nothing!!
except for starbux. hoohoo!
=))
decided to go white sands
to meet that shrtl.
waited for sooo long.
ira and i just slacked at the library.
shrtl took sooo long that
even the three gays from orchard
came first.
ish!
hoohooo!
it was raining. =))
wasnt that heavy tho.
btw. the bike u showed me, shrtl,
was niceee.
walk and walk for a lil more at white sands
and went to playground!! x)
haha.
haliim and mamat played the swing.
kentaaaaal. x)
dad called twice sia.
haha. got so scared.
then had to go meet them
at tampines mall.
heeshhh.
i wish i could stay up longer.
the later part was boring tho.
haishh.
women shop sooo long tauu.
tsktsk.
btw.
tak fair!
i want zen micro tooo.
can turn up the volume soo high!
really really high.
until i went deaf for awhile. x)
nyehhh.
tak fair!
btw, shrtl.
taaakkkk faiirrrr kann!!
u know what i mean. right?
i love the rainnnn!
=))
♥ 2:24 PM
Thursday, January 05, 2006
woa.
ive reached the 100th post.
hooo!
waiting for shrtl to finish her chem test.
its 2.20pm and i have to wait for another...
omg! 1hr and 25 mins.
wadahell am i gna do for 1hr and 25 mins!
---------------
started the school year very badly.
dont really wanna talk about it.
but its really horrible.
my heart literally sank.
and i was miserable the entire day.
haaaii. im sorry im sorry.
but im not gonna let that pull me down.
its like a pebble in my way.
i can just kick it aside. right?
i cant afford to do badly for my o's.
but..
i wasnt really ready to lose it, thats for sure.
haaaahh.
it still hurts me inside tho.
like my teacher said..
you're either a paper or sponge.
if a sponge is squeezed,
it'll bounce back by itself.
but if a paper is crushed,
it'll need some 'outside' help to straighten it back
and it can never get back to its normal state.
get me?
well, i guess im a sponge/paper..?
i can get back up with my own two feet.
very easily, i must say.
but the pain will always stay there.
i have not forgiven myself. yet.
im making no sense. sheesh!
bahhh.
im writing bullshite.
sorry for wasting your precious time
reading this piece a crap.
--------------------
niwaes...
im glad i came to school today.
really let go of the stress i had yesterday.
and the 'bonding' games was brilliant.
had sooo much fun. =)
played OBOB.
slap slap slap!!
haha. gonna return home with a lebam lap.
there's blood clot on the left one.
heeesh.
`feeling so faithless
if only they understood.
♥ 6:40 AM
Sunday, January 01, 2006
HAPPY NEW YEAR EVERYONE!!
=))
waaahhh.
today was really funnn.
went out with my two sisters
and ira's friends.
went to see the anugerah finalists,
not a big fan tho.
there were no plans so decided to follow them.
so...
reached there at about 1.40pm.
the thing starts at 3pm.
heeshh.
haha.
3pm came.
and the fans screamed as loud as they could.
but khairil wasnt there. he came late.
the mall was filled from the 1st to the very
top floor. fooohh.
thank goodness i got on the second floor.
good view from there.
syed azmir and fauzie laili were SOOO tall.
the show started off with a group of dancers.
the dance moves were soo hot man.
foooh. i was grooving to the beat.
sooo wished i was there performing too.
but then it wasnt that coordinated tho.
and not the best i've seen. =))
so, after that,
one by one the finalists came out.
people were shouting sooo loud.
girls handing out gifts to them.
syed azmir collected the most prezzies.
x))
after that,
they came out together and
sang pop yeah yeah.
they were shaking their butts and legs.
find it really funny.
ahahaha.
i couldnt really hear them singing.
the crowd was too noisy.
so cant really judge it.
but they sure can sing.
and on that occassion,
i made a new friend.
was helping out this person,
then we started talking.
it was really nice.
the show ended and we headed to starbux.
yay! i got my iced cocoa with whipped cream
and EXTRA chocolate fudge [and less ice x)].
ordered a LARGE one. $5.20
not that as expensive as i thot.
and after that,
met up with my parents around my estate.
to a new years eve celebration.
my dad claims its the most HORRIBLE party ever.
and i gotta agree.
the emcee was singlish. seriously singlish.
and there were only 16 tables of 10 chairs.
and only ONE table was occupied by malays,
and that was my family. and the rest were chinese.
really really pathetic.
thank goodness there was a playground nearby,
went there and played. x))
its not wrong letting out the inner child in me right?
even my dad joined it.
hehe.
fun dad i have.
love him to death man.
=)
then later that night,
parents dropped us off at esplanade.
walked around there.
and it was sooooo crowded.
VERY crowded.
filled with TONS of ppl.
foooooh!
so decided to lay back somewhere.
sat somewhere around the lim boh seng memorial.
was soo frucking bored so..
decided to ask azfar to call me up.
we talked RUBBISH man.
heesh! shoutings everywhere.
wakkakakak. it was funn.
heh. realised your laugh is reeeaaally funny!
x))
chiner jepon. aperrrr jerr mamat.
niwaes.
dad picked us up at 11.40pm to get a nearer view.
but we were caught on a traffic jam.
heeshh! the traffic was sooo damn slow man.
and midnight came.
we had to see the firework displays in the car.
a MOVING car.
nevertheless, it was awesome!!
breath-taking. i hafta say.
we opened the car window and
were shouting SO freaking loud.
waaaahhhhh! yeeeahhh!
foooooooooyooo!!
no words could describe
what i felt at that very moment.
colourful fireworks.
red.
green.
gold.
white.
blue!
foooh. nice.
fantastic!!
ended the day by
eating at mahamoodiyah.
there was a tv showing a soccer match.
between man u and bolton.
and my dad couldnt get his eyes off the screen.
it was the 2nd half.
by the way,
the mee maggi goreng was nice.
generally.
i had SOO much fun.
happy new year again!!!
♥ 7:10 PM