Monday, December 05, 2005
nightmares SUCK!
one left me weeping when i woke up today.
i lost someone i loved so so much..
so very much in that nightmare.
it felt so real. really real.
i could feel my tears rolling down my eyes.
i could feel myself dropping to the ground in despair.
i could feel my heart breaking into tiny pieces and knew for sure
that it could never be mended.
just..
imagine a very chaotic situation.
people running here and there. screaming.
dinosaurs and flying animals were everywhere.
it was the end of the world.
i was terrified.
i was trembling in fear.
i was panicking.
but no one was there to calm me down.
i could feel my heart beating so fast.
i looked everywhere and all my loved ones were there.
except for one. i asked myself when i woke up. why?
out of a sudden,
a picture came to my head.
that person drowned in the sea when hit by a big UFO.
ive lost that someone.
i was crying and crying.
but something in my heart told me
that even in the slightest chance,
that someone could be alive.
so i looked for that someone.
i searched.
and i searched.
i practically ran everywhere, whimpering,
shouting that person's name.
i nearly gave up. and nearly lost my breath.
i fell to the ground.
because i know it was useless
searching for that someone that's already dead.
and somebody picked me up
by the hand, saying, 'dont give up now'.
and then i woke up.
kal ho na ho.
=_(
♥ 5:26 PM
