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No bones about it, you're a good-hearted, people-loving Bernese Mountain Dog. Down-to-earth and loyal, no one works or plays harder than you do. You put your nose to the grindstone when it really counts, but you never neglect your social calendar. Simultaneously strong and sweet, you're very tuned-in to the feelings and needs of the other dogs you run with. Without having to be asked, you always have a helping paw to lend and a sympathetic shoulder to lean on. "Communication" is your middle name, and when that's paired with your unswerving devotion, you get a breed that everyone respects and trusts. Woof!

sounds like me. huh? x))


what breed of dog are you?

the story..

kk.
so the early part of today was boring.
went to town at night.
visited our old friend, the merlion. x))

then we crossed over to the esplanade.

and sat and listened to
ongoing performances [pesta raya].
hooo! the performances was soo nice!
its the moment where i fall in love
with malay cultures again.
the guys danced so much better
than the girls; so uncoordinated.
heesh.

and the DRUMS! the DRUMS!
hoohoo. the DRUMS.
i cant stop myself from grooving
to the beat. seriously!

i wanna take some pictures
but..
the camera batt was empty.
bloody machine! bad time sehh.

then we had to go.
decided to eat at Al-Ameen
which was at bukit timah.
we had lotsa food to eat!
.white rice
.kicap daging
.tom yam soup [yummyumm!]
.baby kalian
.omelette
.milo DINOSAUR… ROAARRR! x))

suddenly the whole family
had a laughing fit!
its prolly coz we were so full. x)
heh.
i remembered one conversation that
started it all.

mom: ehh. saper2 ader daging untuk kasi akmal?
ika: ader arhh. kat dalam perut.
[sorry non-malay readers!]

wakakaka!
it might not that funny
but it got me laughing like
a crazy monkey!
then everyone started laughing.
apparently because of me.
for some reason, my laughter is
more influential when im sick..? kheee.

we had so much funn.
sooo much funn.
and i have to admit this,
i love my family! =))

okayy.
ill end here.
for now.
toodles.
i ask for nothing but a SMILE from you too! =))









i slept soo late yesterday.
at 4.30+am.
and so.. that explains my late wake up today.
woke up at 12pm like dat.

yadaayadaa.
had lunch together as a family.
we havent done that for a long time.
so.. after lunch,
i suggested that we should go to pasir ris park.
and my dad agreed.

left house at around 4.30pm.
dad left us there on our own
coz he had to pick up my mom.

rushed to the 'web pyramid'.
i missed it soo much.
challenged my two sisters.
both gave up half way.
heesh. sissies. x)
i reached the top quite fast.
and went back down.
den lisa[my third sister]
came and wanted to try.
so i helped her through.
she was soo near the top
but unfortunately the two sissies
were shaking the rope.
bloody fools. heesh.

soo.. i reached the top AGAIN.
sat there for awhile.
waved to my sisters.
and shrtl called. haah!
bad timing sehh.
talked to her for awhile and realised
i was blocking the ppl who tried to reach the top.
so told her i would get down and call her back.

blahblahblah.
dad and mom arrived.
and towards the sea we go.
pulled down my jeans and dived in.
it was SO nice.
i missed swimming too. heeh.
played around with my baby brother.
he's so cute tauu.. so adorable.

yada yada yada.
by the time we changed to dry clothes,
it was already dark.
dad gave us some time to play in the playground again.
and lemme tell you.
i felt like a kid again!
woohooo!
i even fought with my lil sister for the swing.
obviously i won arhh. x))

dad challenged me to climbing up the 'web pyramid'.
and guess what?
thought dad had a fast start
i ended up getting to the top first!
i was laughing at my dad sehh. x))
he reached to the top finally and
we waved to the other family members.
and i saw the first star tonight.
it was so gorgeous. haaa.

we played for a little while longer and left.
it was a nice day today.
i enjoyed every minute and every hour of it.
till then.



Read this lyric:

Staring out at the rain with a heavy heart
It's the end of the world in my mind
Then your voice pulls me back like a wake up call
I've been looking for the answer
Somewhere
I couldn't see that it was right there
But now I know what I didn't know

Because you live and breathe
Because you make me believe in myself when nobody else can help
Because you live, girl
My world has twice as many stars in the sky

It's alright, I survived, I'm alive again
Cuz of you, made it through every storm
What is life, what's the use if you're killing time
I'm so glad I found an angel
Someone
Who was there when all my hopes fell
I wanna fly, looking in your eyes

Because you live and breathe
Because you make me believe in myself when nobody else can help
Because you live, girl
My world has twice as many stars in the sky
Because you live, I live

Because you live there's a reason why
I carry on when I lose the fight
I want to give what you've given me always

Because you live and breathe
Because you make me believe in myself when nobody else can help
Because you live, girl
My world has twice as many stars in the sky

Because you live and breathe
Because you make me believe in myself when nobody else can help
Because you live, girl
My world has everything
I need to survive
Because you live, I live, I live


i hate jesse mccartney, but i hafta admit
this song is nice.
he's voice sucks in the song tho.
but wadehell, the lyrics is sweet.
rite? =))



*sniffsniff*


AAAAAAAAA.... CHHHOOOO!


omg. today is such a sicky day for me.

i had ichy throat earlier in the afternoon.
and now.. im sneezing non-stop!
my eyes are tearing and stuff.
erghh.


and to top it all of,
i got hit on the nose by my lil brother's forehead.
and lemme tell you.. his forehead is no pillow.
its a ROCK!
for a second i thot i broke my nose.
seriously arhh.
i teared for quite sometime.
and now its just pain and sore.


hot milo helps. yeahh.
i drank TWO cups of it!
see how sick i am?
uhuh.
my voice is like a guy.
so rockky.

*sniffsniff*
it sure helped going online.
glad to noe some cared.
and yesyes.
i should take my medicine. and i noe they cause drowsiness, doctor-to-be scientist-to-be. x))
but milo helps better tauu.
altho for awhile only. but still...

i think im too sick now to rant further.


my last words..
AAAAAAA.... CHOOOOOOOO!



wheee.

i wanna congratulate myself for making my own template.
not that i have never done it before.
i have, remember? my lil bro's pic, the fantastic 4 mania,
the bloody temp and butterflies.
but i only change the pictures in those temps.
not the whole thing like this one.

the picture was adobe photoshoped by yours truly. =)
the frame is done with the help of blogskins.com.
took me less than 2hrs to finish it.
and last but not least, its copyrighted.
try right-clicking.
see?
copyrighted right? x)


yadaayadaa.
im done for now.
for now.



this is the third post for today.
but the other two was about yesterdays.
i've been thinking alot recently.
and i REALLY mean alot.
stuff that mattered.

today,
i realised sth about my dreams.
a stupid discover but still...


i think and i think and i think.
non-stop.
my MISTAKES..
things i shudnt've done.u sure im leading him on?but it was unintentionally.
O-levels.
how near it seems.
and how shrtl scared me when she said,
'haii. its been four days since i studied.'
i didnt even study in the holidayslahh.
you noe pretty much that i cant study when
im in the holiday mood.
tried once, open the book, read the first sentence
and closed it back. ishhh.
my family.
dont wanna get so personal.
so i'll just keep it to myself
thinking of running away..?
not that my life is not good enough.
just that i wanna get rid of the problems
im scared of it.
looking at it and tryna solve it gives me the creeps.
u can say imma coward?


and this is not even half of it.
i wanna tell it to somebody
but i dont wanna burden them.
i noe they're always there for me when
i need them. but i couldnt see myself
crying infront of them. i dont dare.
not even in a life-threatening matter.
i only cry to myself.
why you may ask?
cos..
it's just it.
i dont like crying infront of anyone.
im scared of crying infront of anyone. not even over the phone.


coward huh?
*nodds*



woke up at shrtl's place.
and hello, f.y.i, i DID feel the handphone
being hit on my face!
it hurt but i was too darn sleepy to even bother.
and alarms ARE supposed to be annoying so that u can wake up.
why did you think i put that tone for alarm in the first place?
hehe.

jalan rayer was NICE!
tho not many came,
it was really really noisy.
hehe.
alotta things happened that day.
where should i start?

hmmm.
ouhh. took 17 back to my house.
had a bit of time to sleep.
got home, and everyone was still sleeping.
haii.

blahblahblah.
blah.
blah.

ahaah!
the colour coding was cool!
yana and me was wearing blue,
syaf and farah wore red
and han and syahidah wore dark colour.
whoohoo.

went to houses.
teachers and friends.

[im just gna skip. coz some of 'em arent that interesting]

took 969 to woodlands,
slept there. nicenice sleep.
whee.
i think what syahidah said was true,
her mom does like me. x)
coz when i salam-ed her, she was like,
"yuni" and gave a huge smile.
and the whole time we were at her house,
she would look at me and smile.
and i just sent a smile back.
seram but sweet to noe.


blahblahblah.
returned to tamp int.
met mas from madrasah.
then saw nissa, but she didnt see me.
cool huh?
three madrasah friends in an tamp int
going jalan rayer.
[mas told me today, that
one of the guy friends she was with
that night said that i was really jambu?] x)
yadaayadaa.
checked out cikgu zain's crib.
it was damn proper.
a 2-storey terrace.
wooo. rich kann.
his wife's a teacher too.
pity their children. x)
we were so damn noisy.
ahahah.
han doesnt noe how to count.
7 is NOT 8. x)
and no offence,
cikgu zain too.
tell some of you guys more about it.
and im pretty sure the ones who were with us noe
and are laughing their heads off looking back at it.
bahh.

took 8 to cikgu zaini's place.
and to my surprise[and han and yana too]
the lunatic, who touched my hair [eeww!] earlier this year,
was there!
he sat a seat away from us.
and he started that kinda stare again.
yana, han and me were already terrified.
he likes long hair.
eeewww!
i was dramatised and the thots about it came back to my mind.
how he was asking stuff and started brushing my hair with his hand.
omg. horrible horrible thing!
thank goodness our stop was near.
we dropped and i didnt even dare looking at him.
ergh!

reached cikgu zaini's place.
a group was already there.
they were karaoke-ing.
lagu jiwang2 pulak tuu.
eww.
but i gotta say, one of them can really sing.
zaini finally came.
sat there for 1hr!
he gave us extra money. =) yay me!
sent us to tamp int.
met azfar there.
i insisted that he shouldnt meet,
but nooo. stubborn twit.
nyeehh.

saw me off. and thenn..
i realised my ez-link card was of no value.
heesh.
went to tamp mrt station to top up.
took 291 and guess what?
guess.
guess who i met?
=))) syafiq.
han noe's.
i cant stop myself from smiling.
seriously.
hoohoo.
heeh.
good times.. yeahh.


soo. im done for now.
nice day again.
shrtl! i got sth to tell you.
lotss!



hmmm.
it was a perfect and wonderful day.
everything was in place.
everything happened for a good reason.
like, for example,
we didnt meet the guys at starbucks.
so that...
ohh! and i went back to shrtl's place for a very2 good reason.
we catched things up and reminisced.
right2. and i could stay over.
i wanna deny it shrtl but YES, you. are. good. at. persuading.
haii.

i dont wanna tell the whole thing.
it'll be very boring.
reading blogs that have the same story.
bingit kann.
so i'll just reflect.


some things happened.
some was bad but most, MOST
was good.
i had to miss going to johor to watch hp.
i really really regret it.
AT FIRST.
coz i really wanted to meet my relatives there.
haii.
after the whole day, didnt regret as much.
but i still tho.

lemme comment on harry potter and gof.
first things first, DO NOT PUT YOUR HOPES TOO HIGH.
like seriously. i did. and i was really disappointed.
one fact is nothing BIG happened.
all was minor incidents.
and cedrig cedric died. *sobs*
he's so cute. i dont want him to die.
haii.
and the movie was hanging at the end.
was it on purpose?
i donno. but it seemed like.
and lemme tell you sth.
it is not good leaving movies this BIG
hanging at the end of it and make people
wait for some more years for the next.
NOT GOOD.! nono.
and wadehell made the director think that
they should cut the good stuff. i dont really sure noe what tho.
but im sure, for someone who have read the book, must be disappointed.
haii.

oouuhh.
and never ever go inside a theater without bringing a jacket or sth.
i brought a jacket and it was still freezing cold. seriously.
i regretted not bringing my winter jacket.
i donno how shrtl could handle it.
and i was STILL frucking cold when we reached starbucks.
one more thing about the gv in tampines,
the comercials are sooo long!
x)


i noe this is pathetic. but it was my first time buying a drink in starbux.
coz i thot starbux only sell coffee. and im not a fan of it.
whee. my FIRST starbux hot chocolate.
hoohoo. shrtl!! 10 o'clock!
kheehee.

and i realised we're good at making stoopid excuses.
right, shrtl?
but of course, im the one who made it believable. x)

one last thing,
dont underestimate ah-peks.
even THEY can be undercover agents
working for your dad. sheesh.
and i think that guy who was working in the starbux
might be one of them too.
coz when he passed us four, he was staring at me suspiciously.
i gave him the got-problem-issit look and he turned away.
wheee.


i think im done for now.
i wanna point this out again.
18thnov2005 was a perfect and nice day.
nothing amazing happened but it was mild,
everything was okay.
agree?



todayy.
came to school for one lesson.
actually two. but i skipped it! yay!
its ss. dont really benefit me.
so. went to paya lebar with shrtl.
hehe. so nice.
we did shopping. without buying stuff. heh.
and sthsth too. i wanna do that again!
met lalat and haliim there, had to give somethingg.
wanted to eat. was bloody hungry.
we took SOO long to decide. ishh.
told the guys. abe kpo ikot.
x)


den blahblahblah.
blah
blahblah.
reached pasir ris mrt station.
thot of walking more.
budden that shrtl had to go.
her father was at home.
then, since had nth to do, went back home.
lalat sent me.
den blahblah.
blahblahblah.
yarh.


now at home.
listening to the player.
and shiok sendiri.
heesh.

btw. i want M-O7!
pleaaasseeee.
=))
let's do it again shrtl.
its fun! x))
we're outta our minds.
you guys havent seen that side yet!
























whee.


today was LATE. promised shrtl to go together. but end up i was 10mins late. ishh.
reached paya lebar bus stop, saw that goon. she also late. x) haii.
then we were 2o mins late... for emaths test. ish3
no much time, but can do it. hopefully pass sehh.


heh. realised today there's only emaths class. so.. at 10.05am, met shrtl. spent in the canteen linkway for i donno how long! doing practically nothing, chat2 and watching shrtl hang on monkey bars. wakaka. like stick man girl. thenn. decided to go tm [again!] with hannah coming along. shrtl ponteng! nyeehh. hi5.


took neos at century square. ishh. shrtl is SO full of herself. admiring her own face. x))
and took the neos where only her face's nice. ish3. ouhh! the machines there are nice too! we took our own time decorating. decorate, not nice?, erase. decorate, not nice?, erase. ahahaha.
generally, the neos did not suck. yay!


oouuhh. thanks for treating me with that chicken wrap thing at old chang kee shrtl. nice stuff. only if i have money, i wouldve bought more! and the bread thingy in delifrance! ooo. i miss delifrance. yeaahh.


it was so nice lazing around. laze laze. [correct spelling?]
dahh.
that's all for now.
yeahh.
skyhigh is fantastic!



omgoshh!!


skyhigh is SOO SOO fantastic!! so so worth the 7 bucks. i wanna watch agaiinnn.
you're so right dhuha! skyhigh is SO wonderful. and steven straits IS cute.
ooohhhh. i just love the dialogs and jokes!
one sentence i rmbrd:
"omg. i made out with an old lady?" [Will]
"never call me cutie." [Warren]
x))
and so much more!
im soo soo gonna talk about it tomorrow!
wheeeeeee.


oouhh.. and im gonna watch harry potter! wheee.
friday the 18th.
nyehh.
i hope everyone could make it!
*praying hard*



sigghh.


wasnt a good day today.
had problems in house.
got so mad, threw everything in my room.
hit the walls, kicked everything that was in my way.
now its all messed up.
and i dont give a shit.
seriously.
i didnt tell u shrtl coz i didnt wanna burden u even more.


and woke up in the afternoon
to realise something else.
haii.
it was SUCH a bad time to sleep.
seriously.
someone needed me there by her side.
and i slept.
bloody fool!
don cry so much ehh.
cheer up eh. same goes to miilah.
things WILL get better.
trust me.
haii.
now im so confused and fcuked up.
sorry to those ppl i ignored.
sufi, eja, maya, mama.
i was so not in the mood to talk or chat.
really sorry.


bloody monday!


i said ur name in my sleep. =))



so..
somebody told me to update.
heesh.


today..
hmm.


went to madrasah. had tests. haha. didnt study for it. so guess what? as usually we cheated. i noe this is very very dishonest. but, hey! the teachers didnt give a shit[except for this ustazah person i soo dont like] about it. x)) some moves? raise paper to let the person behind see, hide textbook under the table, and whispering answers. goosh. ehehehe.

then later today, after i reached my house, people came. namely, my granduncles and 2nd aunty with her family. haii. so damn packed! kinda happy. so funn.! then my close cousins came. saw it was too packed, left for awhile until we call them. haii. wanted to follow them. but it was kinda rude to leave while there's guests.

so now. house's quite. not really. but yeah. tak riuh. waiting for me cousins to come back. heeh! cant wait.

ohh! i wanna watch harry potter! saw the preview and it is so so nice. [see dhuha! it doesnt suck! nyeeehhh.] i guess daniel radcliffe is not NOT good-looking. maybe he's just not photogenic? x) tom felton is as hot as ever and rupert grint is cute. wheee. and yes, emma watson is pretty. and i guess katie leung is too [ i thot she wasnt]. ooooo. i soooo wanna watch! i want i want i want. =))

okayy.
im done for now.
till next time.
=))
ill be there when u need me to be.
someone said this. guess whooo. x)



yipee!


got my contacts already. heh. and got yours too, shrtl. right after i bought it,
went to the lvl 2 toilet and attempted to wear it. ish. took sooo long. my eyes turned SOo red and started to tear. and it's only one eye tau. ish. it took about 15 mins. then shrtl called, so hafta 'postpone' for awhile. talktalktalk. then mom said to hurry. so got back to the toilet and wore the other eye. haii. another 15 mins, i think. same thing.. red eye and tears. both eyes teared for like ten minutes. ishh. so irritating. after that it was already okay. woohoo!


went to esplanade at night with my family. [still wearing the contacts] my eyes looked so mystical lykdat. COOL! x) niwaes, walked at the park for awhile. it was so nice. bright lights lit the buildings, 'river' at one side and walking under the night sky. can picture that? a wonderful moment. and romantic too x)


took some pictures on the phone. ouhh. and visited the merlion. nice nice. wheee. took that picture too and the title was... no spitting. x) geddit? wakakakaka. i like tonight soo much. had lotsa time for myself to think about stuffs. stuffs that really mattered. haii. sometimes, thinking too much makes me more confused. denmark? bloody fool.


so yarh. that's it. cant wait for tomorrow!!



i cant sleep!
haiii..
shite. now.
i feel like sleeping.
GOONdo me! x)


coldplay is NICE.
ehehehe.
meaningful lyrics.
yeah. meaningful.






wheee.


im so happie!
s0 s0 s0 happy!


hurry.
hurry.
guess what??


guess!




i got my SIM card!!
aaaahhhhhh.
so so so so happy!


yeah.
just wanna blog dat.
x))

lisa posing. hehe. and e-in is extra behind in the background.

okay.. so here's the pictures, for now. later i put in more. okay farah? x) some is in other people's camera. so hafta waitt.

im done!

ergh.
stooooopid idiot!


yesternight i was playing with my phone.
yadayadayada.
went to the settings. security settings.


deeeenn went to this PIN code thing.
tried alot of times to crack it.
scully it went to PUK code.
was scared so switched it off.
and charged it.




TODAY, switched on the phone.
and guess what?
the frigging *ergh* PUK code was on.
i cannot go BACK or go anywhere.
you HAVE to crack the PUK code.
idiot!



i was darn idiotic, soo, i tried.
bodoh!
in the end, the SIM card was rejected!
*hitting head on table*
eeeeeeeee! geram nyer!


now i have to spend $18 to buy a new SIM card.
dad's mad.
tomorrow's the movie date with dhuha.
results' bad.
i wasted my money.
guess it's history!
bye bye skyhigh.



its the festive season again
1st syawal 1426


started the day waiting for
dad to come home from mosque.
got down on both of my knees and begged
for forgiveness from both of my parents.


i promised myself not to cry this year.
bcos apart from not wanting to get all so
mushy, i also dont wanna get my makeup
messed up. x)


heh. as usual we head to gramps from
our father's side ffirst.
for the first time, we were the first to arrive!
no one else was there.
after gramps neighbour left, we took
a family photo. its been reaaalll long
since we had a family photo during rayer.
~wheeeee


maklong's family came, cik's family and
lastly mama's family.
ouhh.. everyone was so nicely dressed.
i loved the environment there.
filled with noises [riuh-rendah]
guys sat in the living room,
talking about stuff that mattered.
the wifes in the kitchen,
talking too. heh. like usual,
girl's stuff.
kids played in the room
while the teevee was turned on full
volume.
it was just such a nice moment.


we took a VERY big family photo.
that, too, i like.
some funny incidents happened.
heh. aiyoooo.


den went to mother's side pulakk.
was abit too late, if not can see.. someone x))


i wanna write the whole story..
but it's soo long.
if you wanna hear i tell u, kay.


ouhh.. blahblahblah
went to nanny's place.
new flat in tampines.
yay!
now i can see them everytime.
ehh. but no.
she works most of the time.
ahh..
uncle boyboy's motorcycle is
SOOO nice.
and so is abang rafiq's one.=))


blahblahblahblahblah.
i LOVE today.
too many reasons.
and the best thing was
sharing those reasons to
a dear sister of mine who
suddenly got close.
heh.
the magic of syawal?


i also wanna tak this chance
to thank Allah.
the only God that i believe in.
i am blessed with family and friends who cared for me and respected me. You've made me realise how lucky i am to be me. You've given me the reason to live.
thank You.


You've given me enough food to keep me going. and You have also made me realise that some are not as fortunate as i am. and they still hold on to You, praying that they'll be more fortunate in the afterlife unlike in the world right now.
thank You.


i know the good deeds i've made in this world is not enough to pay back what You've given me- two eyes, two ears, a mouth, two pair of hands and feet. and the list goes on and on.
so i wanna thank You from the bottom of my heart.
thank You.
thank You.
thank You.



wheee..


firstly,
SELAMAT HARI RAYA
AIDILFITRI.!!
to all muslims in the world.


kayy.
i think i've told everyone
selamat hari raya.


yupp.
either thru friendster testimonials,
msn messenger or sms.


if i missed anyone,
SOWIE!


heh.
kk.
so alotta pleasant suprise[?]
i might say,
happened.
heh.
sth.
and sth.
and sth.


wanna noe?
whoops. guess i wont tell.


ssssshhhhhhh.




HEY!
just realised i havent played with
BUNGA API
yet! hmph!
not fair!


ishh.
parents sooooo sebok with renovating the house
until forgot our usual 'routine' during ramadan.
*stomping feet*
i wanna play with firecrackers.


niwaes. niwaes.
cant wait for tmr!
wait.. no.. later today..
where we dress up,
take family photo
and go to grand's place.
whheee.


i like!
apart from the nice food and
*ehem* green packets,
we get to meet our cousins.
yay! yay!
but the part i dont like is when,
we minta maaf until we cry..
haii..
not that its not nice or anything,
its such a happy occasion and you cry.
SPOIL kannn.




klahh..
me going off now.
buhbyee.


CAMAT HAWI RAYERR.
MAAF ZAHIRR DAN BATIN.



heh.

got a new template.



looks nice ehh.
i dont need you.
do i?
the words are so nice.



especially when u mean it. =))



and i do.
bahh. i think i shall do some confessions.



to shrtl: dont let history repeat itself, yeah. and i dont think its a mistake this time. btw, u SERIOUSLY need to go out. youre going hoohoo! stop studying for awhile. haliim loves you! and you love him too! aww. so sweet.



to him: if you even know who u are. i cant stop liking you. =))
i tried but failed. closing the chapter on you. but shud i really? you tell me.



to lalat: i hate being called a gay. wait. now your nick is cowfly. heh. cowfly. moooo. ouhh. and your tribal thingys is nice. but wait.. u know that already. x)



to sufi: hey. i appreciate you being so caring. heh. concentrate on your studies! x))



to ira: i know im such an irritating sister. i admit it. just tolerate it then. haah! and.. urm, i used your eyeliner A LOT of times. heeh. jangan marah eh. my one finish.



to farah: i actually wanted that espirit umbrella. i nice, u see. so i gave in to you. nevertheless, i had such a fun time on that saturday.



there.
im done.
phewww.
feel lighter now.



bahh.
nothing else to say.



ouhh!






to all the muslims in the world:



SELAMAT HARI RAYA AIDILFITRI!



EID MUBARAK!



EID SAEED!



KULLA AM WA ANTUM BI KHAIR!



kalau ader tersilap kata tolong maafkan, yer.



today nth much happened.



bumped into ryn at giants in parkway.
heh.
'why u all dressed up just to go here'
haha.
farniee.
and f.y.i, i didnt just dress up to go giants,
we went window-shopping too.
x))



oooouuuhhhh!
and guess what! guess what!
i met a usher look-alike.
~wheeee
cant believe my eyes!
haaa..



so cute.
altho not so tall.
but ouh so nice.
so exactly!
~wheee



purposely go back and forth to see him.
haaaaa...
SO CUTE!






okay.
i shall shuddup now.
haiiyyyy..






got nothing to say.
just that.
i wanna tok crap actually.
but so not in a crap mood.
wrote almost everyone hari raya testimonials.
hope u guys like it.!
heeh!



crap crap crap.
just for the record,
i dont like being called gay.



hope u had a nice day!

No bones about it, you're a good-hearted, people-loving Bernese Mountain Dog. Down-to-earth and loyal, no one works or plays harder than you do. You put your nose to the grindstone when it really counts, but you never neglect your social calendar. Simultaneously strong and sweet, you're very tuned-in to the feelings and needs of the other dogs you run with. Without having to be asked, you always have a helping paw to lend and a sympathetic shoulder to lean on. "Communication" is your middle name, and when that's paired with your unswerving devotion, you get a breed that everyone respects and trusts. Woof!

sounds like me. huh? x))


what breed of dog are you?

the story..

kk.
so the early part of today was boring.
went to town at night.
visited our old friend, the merlion. x))

then we crossed over to the esplanade.

and sat and listened to
ongoing performances [pesta raya].
hooo! the performances was soo nice!
its the moment where i fall in love
with malay cultures again.
the guys danced so much better
than the girls; so uncoordinated.
heesh.

and the DRUMS! the DRUMS!
hoohoo. the DRUMS.
i cant stop myself from grooving
to the beat. seriously!

i wanna take some pictures
but..
the camera batt was empty.
bloody machine! bad time sehh.

then we had to go.
decided to eat at Al-Ameen
which was at bukit timah.
we had lotsa food to eat!
.white rice
.kicap daging
.tom yam soup [yummyumm!]
.baby kalian
.omelette
.milo DINOSAUR… ROAARRR! x))

suddenly the whole family
had a laughing fit!
its prolly coz we were so full. x)
heh.
i remembered one conversation that
started it all.

mom: ehh. saper2 ader daging untuk kasi akmal?
ika: ader arhh. kat dalam perut.
[sorry non-malay readers!]

wakakaka!
it might not that funny
but it got me laughing like
a crazy monkey!
then everyone started laughing.
apparently because of me.
for some reason, my laughter is
more influential when im sick..? kheee.

we had so much funn.
sooo much funn.
and i have to admit this,
i love my family! =))

okayy.
ill end here.
for now.
toodles.
i ask for nothing but a SMILE from you too! =))







i slept soo late yesterday.
at 4.30+am.
and so.. that explains my late wake up today.
woke up at 12pm like dat.

yadaayadaa.
had lunch together as a family.
we havent done that for a long time.
so.. after lunch,
i suggested that we should go to pasir ris park.
and my dad agreed.

left house at around 4.30pm.
dad left us there on our own
coz he had to pick up my mom.

rushed to the 'web pyramid'.
i missed it soo much.
challenged my two sisters.
both gave up half way.
heesh. sissies. x)
i reached the top quite fast.
and went back down.
den lisa[my third sister]
came and wanted to try.
so i helped her through.
she was soo near the top
but unfortunately the two sissies
were shaking the rope.
bloody fools. heesh.

soo.. i reached the top AGAIN.
sat there for awhile.
waved to my sisters.
and shrtl called. haah!
bad timing sehh.
talked to her for awhile and realised
i was blocking the ppl who tried to reach the top.
so told her i would get down and call her back.

blahblahblah.
dad and mom arrived.
and towards the sea we go.
pulled down my jeans and dived in.
it was SO nice.
i missed swimming too. heeh.
played around with my baby brother.
he's so cute tauu.. so adorable.

yada yada yada.
by the time we changed to dry clothes,
it was already dark.
dad gave us some time to play in the playground again.
and lemme tell you.
i felt like a kid again!
woohooo!
i even fought with my lil sister for the swing.
obviously i won arhh. x))

dad challenged me to climbing up the 'web pyramid'.
and guess what?
thought dad had a fast start
i ended up getting to the top first!
i was laughing at my dad sehh. x))
he reached to the top finally and
we waved to the other family members.
and i saw the first star tonight.
it was so gorgeous. haaa.

we played for a little while longer and left.
it was a nice day today.
i enjoyed every minute and every hour of it.
till then.


Read this lyric:

Staring out at the rain with a heavy heart
It's the end of the world in my mind
Then your voice pulls me back like a wake up call
I've been looking for the answer
Somewhere
I couldn't see that it was right there
But now I know what I didn't know

Because you live and breathe
Because you make me believe in myself when nobody else can help
Because you live, girl
My world has twice as many stars in the sky

It's alright, I survived, I'm alive again
Cuz of you, made it through every storm
What is life, what's the use if you're killing time
I'm so glad I found an angel
Someone
Who was there when all my hopes fell
I wanna fly, looking in your eyes

Because you live and breathe
Because you make me believe in myself when nobody else can help
Because you live, girl
My world has twice as many stars in the sky
Because you live, I live

Because you live there's a reason why
I carry on when I lose the fight
I want to give what you've given me always

Because you live and breathe
Because you make me believe in myself when nobody else can help
Because you live, girl
My world has twice as many stars in the sky

Because you live and breathe
Because you make me believe in myself when nobody else can help
Because you live, girl
My world has everything
I need to survive
Because you live, I live, I live


i hate jesse mccartney, but i hafta admit
this song is nice.
he's voice sucks in the song tho.
but wadehell, the lyrics is sweet.
rite? =))


*sniffsniff*


AAAAAAAAA.... CHHHOOOO!


omg. today is such a sicky day for me.

i had ichy throat earlier in the afternoon.
and now.. im sneezing non-stop!
my eyes are tearing and stuff.
erghh.


and to top it all of,
i got hit on the nose by my lil brother's forehead.
and lemme tell you.. his forehead is no pillow.
its a ROCK!
for a second i thot i broke my nose.
seriously arhh.
i teared for quite sometime.
and now its just pain and sore.


hot milo helps. yeahh.
i drank TWO cups of it!
see how sick i am?
uhuh.
my voice is like a guy.
so rockky.

*sniffsniff*
it sure helped going online.
glad to noe some cared.
and yesyes.
i should take my medicine. and i noe they cause drowsiness, doctor-to-be scientist-to-be. x))
but milo helps better tauu.
altho for awhile only. but still...

i think im too sick now to rant further.


my last words..
AAAAAAA.... CHOOOOOOOO!


wheee.

i wanna congratulate myself for making my own template.
not that i have never done it before.
i have, remember? my lil bro's pic, the fantastic 4 mania,
the bloody temp and butterflies.
but i only change the pictures in those temps.
not the whole thing like this one.

the picture was adobe photoshoped by yours truly. =)
the frame is done with the help of blogskins.com.
took me less than 2hrs to finish it.
and last but not least, its copyrighted.
try right-clicking.
see?
copyrighted right? x)


yadaayadaa.
im done for now.
for now.


this is the third post for today.
but the other two was about yesterdays.
i've been thinking alot recently.
and i REALLY mean alot.
stuff that mattered.

today,
i realised sth about my dreams.
a stupid discover but still...


i think and i think and i think.
non-stop.
my MISTAKES..
things i shudnt've done.u sure im leading him on?but it was unintentionally.
O-levels.
how near it seems.
and how shrtl scared me when she said,
'haii. its been four days since i studied.'
i didnt even study in the holidayslahh.
you noe pretty much that i cant study when
im in the holiday mood.
tried once, open the book, read the first sentence
and closed it back. ishhh.
my family.
dont wanna get so personal.
so i'll just keep it to myself
thinking of running away..?
not that my life is not good enough.
just that i wanna get rid of the problems
im scared of it.
looking at it and tryna solve it gives me the creeps.
u can say imma coward?


and this is not even half of it.
i wanna tell it to somebody
but i dont wanna burden them.
i noe they're always there for me when
i need them. but i couldnt see myself
crying infront of them. i dont dare.
not even in a life-threatening matter.
i only cry to myself.
why you may ask?
cos..
it's just it.
i dont like crying infront of anyone.
im scared of crying infront of anyone. not even over the phone.


coward huh?
*nodds*


woke up at shrtl's place.
and hello, f.y.i, i DID feel the handphone
being hit on my face!
it hurt but i was too darn sleepy to even bother.
and alarms ARE supposed to be annoying so that u can wake up.
why did you think i put that tone for alarm in the first place?
hehe.

jalan rayer was NICE!
tho not many came,
it was really really noisy.
hehe.
alotta things happened that day.
where should i start?

hmmm.
ouhh. took 17 back to my house.
had a bit of time to sleep.
got home, and everyone was still sleeping.
haii.

blahblahblah.
blah.
blah.

ahaah!
the colour coding was cool!
yana and me was wearing blue,
syaf and farah wore red
and han and syahidah wore dark colour.
whoohoo.

went to houses.
teachers and friends.

[im just gna skip. coz some of 'em arent that interesting]

took 969 to woodlands,
slept there. nicenice sleep.
whee.
i think what syahidah said was true,
her mom does like me. x)
coz when i salam-ed her, she was like,
"yuni" and gave a huge smile.
and the whole time we were at her house,
she would look at me and smile.
and i just sent a smile back.
seram but sweet to noe.


blahblahblah.
returned to tamp int.
met mas from madrasah.
then saw nissa, but she didnt see me.
cool huh?
three madrasah friends in an tamp int
going jalan rayer.
[mas told me today, that
one of the guy friends she was with
that night said that i was really jambu?] x)
yadaayadaa.
checked out cikgu zain's crib.
it was damn proper.
a 2-storey terrace.
wooo. rich kann.
his wife's a teacher too.
pity their children. x)
we were so damn noisy.
ahahah.
han doesnt noe how to count.
7 is NOT 8. x)
and no offence,
cikgu zain too.
tell some of you guys more about it.
and im pretty sure the ones who were with us noe
and are laughing their heads off looking back at it.
bahh.

took 8 to cikgu zaini's place.
and to my surprise[and han and yana too]
the lunatic, who touched my hair [eeww!] earlier this year,
was there!
he sat a seat away from us.
and he started that kinda stare again.
yana, han and me were already terrified.
he likes long hair.
eeewww!
i was dramatised and the thots about it came back to my mind.
how he was asking stuff and started brushing my hair with his hand.
omg. horrible horrible thing!
thank goodness our stop was near.
we dropped and i didnt even dare looking at him.
ergh!

reached cikgu zaini's place.
a group was already there.
they were karaoke-ing.
lagu jiwang2 pulak tuu.
eww.
but i gotta say, one of them can really sing.
zaini finally came.
sat there for 1hr!
he gave us extra money. =) yay me!
sent us to tamp int.
met azfar there.
i insisted that he shouldnt meet,
but nooo. stubborn twit.
nyeehh.

saw me off. and thenn..
i realised my ez-link card was of no value.
heesh.
went to tamp mrt station to top up.
took 291 and guess what?
guess.
guess who i met?
=))) syafiq.
han noe's.
i cant stop myself from smiling.
seriously.
hoohoo.
heeh.
good times.. yeahh.


soo. im done for now.
nice day again.
shrtl! i got sth to tell you.
lotss!


hmmm.
it was a perfect and wonderful day.
everything was in place.
everything happened for a good reason.
like, for example,
we didnt meet the guys at starbucks.
so that...
ohh! and i went back to shrtl's place for a very2 good reason.
we catched things up and reminisced.
right2. and i could stay over.
i wanna deny it shrtl but YES, you. are. good. at. persuading.
haii.

i dont wanna tell the whole thing.
it'll be very boring.
reading blogs that have the same story.
bingit kann.
so i'll just reflect.


some things happened.
some was bad but most, MOST
was good.
i had to miss going to johor to watch hp.
i really really regret it.
AT FIRST.
coz i really wanted to meet my relatives there.
haii.
after the whole day, didnt regret as much.
but i still tho.

lemme comment on harry potter and gof.
first things first, DO NOT PUT YOUR HOPES TOO HIGH.
like seriously. i did. and i was really disappointed.
one fact is nothing BIG happened.
all was minor incidents.
and cedrig cedric died. *sobs*
he's so cute. i dont want him to die.
haii.
and the movie was hanging at the end.
was it on purpose?
i donno. but it seemed like.
and lemme tell you sth.
it is not good leaving movies this BIG
hanging at the end of it and make people
wait for some more years for the next.
NOT GOOD.! nono.
and wadehell made the director think that
they should cut the good stuff. i dont really sure noe what tho.
but im sure, for someone who have read the book, must be disappointed.
haii.

oouuhh.
and never ever go inside a theater without bringing a jacket or sth.
i brought a jacket and it was still freezing cold. seriously.
i regretted not bringing my winter jacket.
i donno how shrtl could handle it.
and i was STILL frucking cold when we reached starbucks.
one more thing about the gv in tampines,
the comercials are sooo long!
x)


i noe this is pathetic. but it was my first time buying a drink in starbux.
coz i thot starbux only sell coffee. and im not a fan of it.
whee. my FIRST starbux hot chocolate.
hoohoo. shrtl!! 10 o'clock!
kheehee.

and i realised we're good at making stoopid excuses.
right, shrtl?
but of course, im the one who made it believable. x)

one last thing,
dont underestimate ah-peks.
even THEY can be undercover agents
working for your dad. sheesh.
and i think that guy who was working in the starbux
might be one of them too.
coz when he passed us four, he was staring at me suspiciously.
i gave him the got-problem-issit look and he turned away.
wheee.


i think im done for now.
i wanna point this out again.
18thnov2005 was a perfect and nice day.
nothing amazing happened but it was mild,
everything was okay.
agree?


todayy.
came to school for one lesson.
actually two. but i skipped it! yay!
its ss. dont really benefit me.
so. went to paya lebar with shrtl.
hehe. so nice.
we did shopping. without buying stuff. heh.
and sthsth too. i wanna do that again!
met lalat and haliim there, had to give somethingg.
wanted to eat. was bloody hungry.
we took SOO long to decide. ishh.
told the guys. abe kpo ikot.
x)


den blahblahblah.
blah
blahblah.
reached pasir ris mrt station.
thot of walking more.
budden that shrtl had to go.
her father was at home.
then, since had nth to do, went back home.
lalat sent me.
den blahblah.
blahblahblah.
yarh.


now at home.
listening to the player.
and shiok sendiri.
heesh.

btw. i want M-O7!
pleaaasseeee.
=))
let's do it again shrtl.
its fun! x))
we're outta our minds.
you guys havent seen that side yet!




















whee.


today was LATE. promised shrtl to go together. but end up i was 10mins late. ishh.
reached paya lebar bus stop, saw that goon. she also late. x) haii.
then we were 2o mins late... for emaths test. ish3
no much time, but can do it. hopefully pass sehh.


heh. realised today there's only emaths class. so.. at 10.05am, met shrtl. spent in the canteen linkway for i donno how long! doing practically nothing, chat2 and watching shrtl hang on monkey bars. wakaka. like stick man girl. thenn. decided to go tm [again!] with hannah coming along. shrtl ponteng! nyeehh. hi5.


took neos at century square. ishh. shrtl is SO full of herself. admiring her own face. x))
and took the neos where only her face's nice. ish3. ouhh! the machines there are nice too! we took our own time decorating. decorate, not nice?, erase. decorate, not nice?, erase. ahahaha.
generally, the neos did not suck. yay!


oouuhh. thanks for treating me with that chicken wrap thing at old chang kee shrtl. nice stuff. only if i have money, i wouldve bought more! and the bread thingy in delifrance! ooo. i miss delifrance. yeaahh.


it was so nice lazing around. laze laze. [correct spelling?]
dahh.
that's all for now.
yeahh.
skyhigh is fantastic!


omgoshh!!


skyhigh is SOO SOO fantastic!! so so worth the 7 bucks. i wanna watch agaiinnn.
you're so right dhuha! skyhigh is SO wonderful. and steven straits IS cute.
ooohhhh. i just love the dialogs and jokes!
one sentence i rmbrd:
"omg. i made out with an old lady?" [Will]
"never call me cutie." [Warren]
x))
and so much more!
im soo soo gonna talk about it tomorrow!
wheeeeeee.


oouhh.. and im gonna watch harry potter! wheee.
friday the 18th.
nyehh.
i hope everyone could make it!
*praying hard*


sigghh.


wasnt a good day today.
had problems in house.
got so mad, threw everything in my room.
hit the walls, kicked everything that was in my way.
now its all messed up.
and i dont give a shit.
seriously.
i didnt tell u shrtl coz i didnt wanna burden u even more.


and woke up in the afternoon
to realise something else.
haii.
it was SUCH a bad time to sleep.
seriously.
someone needed me there by her side.
and i slept.
bloody fool!
don cry so much ehh.
cheer up eh. same goes to miilah.
things WILL get better.
trust me.
haii.
now im so confused and fcuked up.
sorry to those ppl i ignored.
sufi, eja, maya, mama.
i was so not in the mood to talk or chat.
really sorry.


bloody monday!


i said ur name in my sleep. =))


so..
somebody told me to update.
heesh.


today..
hmm.


went to madrasah. had tests. haha. didnt study for it. so guess what? as usually we cheated. i noe this is very very dishonest. but, hey! the teachers didnt give a shit[except for this ustazah person i soo dont like] about it. x)) some moves? raise paper to let the person behind see, hide textbook under the table, and whispering answers. goosh. ehehehe.

then later today, after i reached my house, people came. namely, my granduncles and 2nd aunty with her family. haii. so damn packed! kinda happy. so funn.! then my close cousins came. saw it was too packed, left for awhile until we call them. haii. wanted to follow them. but it was kinda rude to leave while there's guests.

so now. house's quite. not really. but yeah. tak riuh. waiting for me cousins to come back. heeh! cant wait.

ohh! i wanna watch harry potter! saw the preview and it is so so nice. [see dhuha! it doesnt suck! nyeeehhh.] i guess daniel radcliffe is not NOT good-looking. maybe he's just not photogenic? x) tom felton is as hot as ever and rupert grint is cute. wheee. and yes, emma watson is pretty. and i guess katie leung is too [ i thot she wasnt]. ooooo. i soooo wanna watch! i want i want i want. =))

okayy.
im done for now.
till next time.
=))
ill be there when u need me to be.
someone said this. guess whooo. x)


yipee!


got my contacts already. heh. and got yours too, shrtl. right after i bought it,
went to the lvl 2 toilet and attempted to wear it. ish. took sooo long. my eyes turned SOo red and started to tear. and it's only one eye tau. ish. it took about 15 mins. then shrtl called, so hafta 'postpone' for awhile. talktalktalk. then mom said to hurry. so got back to the toilet and wore the other eye. haii. another 15 mins, i think. same thing.. red eye and tears. both eyes teared for like ten minutes. ishh. so irritating. after that it was already okay. woohoo!


went to esplanade at night with my family. [still wearing the contacts] my eyes looked so mystical lykdat. COOL! x) niwaes, walked at the park for awhile. it was so nice. bright lights lit the buildings, 'river' at one side and walking under the night sky. can picture that? a wonderful moment. and romantic too x)


took some pictures on the phone. ouhh. and visited the merlion. nice nice. wheee. took that picture too and the title was... no spitting. x) geddit? wakakakaka. i like tonight soo much. had lotsa time for myself to think about stuffs. stuffs that really mattered. haii. sometimes, thinking too much makes me more confused. denmark? bloody fool.


so yarh. that's it. cant wait for tomorrow!!


i cant sleep!
haiii..
shite. now.
i feel like sleeping.
GOONdo me! x)


coldplay is NICE.
ehehehe.
meaningful lyrics.
yeah. meaningful.





wheee.


im so happie!
s0 s0 s0 happy!


hurry.
hurry.
guess what??


guess!




i got my SIM card!!
aaaahhhhhh.
so so so so happy!


yeah.
just wanna blog dat.
x))

lisa posing. hehe. and e-in is extra behind in the background.

okay.. so here's the pictures, for now. later i put in more. okay farah? x) some is in other people's camera. so hafta waitt.

im done!

ergh.
stooooopid idiot!


yesternight i was playing with my phone.
yadayadayada.
went to the settings. security settings.


deeeenn went to this PIN code thing.
tried alot of times to crack it.
scully it went to PUK code.
was scared so switched it off.
and charged it.




TODAY, switched on the phone.
and guess what?
the frigging *ergh* PUK code was on.
i cannot go BACK or go anywhere.
you HAVE to crack the PUK code.
idiot!



i was darn idiotic, soo, i tried.
bodoh!
in the end, the SIM card was rejected!
*hitting head on table*
eeeeeeeee! geram nyer!


now i have to spend $18 to buy a new SIM card.
dad's mad.
tomorrow's the movie date with dhuha.
results' bad.
i wasted my money.
guess it's history!
bye bye skyhigh.


its the festive season again
1st syawal 1426


started the day waiting for
dad to come home from mosque.
got down on both of my knees and begged
for forgiveness from both of my parents.


i promised myself not to cry this year.
bcos apart from not wanting to get all so
mushy, i also dont wanna get my makeup
messed up. x)


heh. as usual we head to gramps from
our father's side ffirst.
for the first time, we were the first to arrive!
no one else was there.
after gramps neighbour left, we took
a family photo. its been reaaalll long
since we had a family photo during rayer.
~wheeeee


maklong's family came, cik's family and
lastly mama's family.
ouhh.. everyone was so nicely dressed.
i loved the environment there.
filled with noises [riuh-rendah]
guys sat in the living room,
talking about stuff that mattered.
the wifes in the kitchen,
talking too. heh. like usual,
girl's stuff.
kids played in the room
while the teevee was turned on full
volume.
it was just such a nice moment.


we took a VERY big family photo.
that, too, i like.
some funny incidents happened.
heh. aiyoooo.


den went to mother's side pulakk.
was abit too late, if not can see.. someone x))


i wanna write the whole story..
but it's soo long.
if you wanna hear i tell u, kay.


ouhh.. blahblahblah
went to nanny's place.
new flat in tampines.
yay!
now i can see them everytime.
ehh. but no.
she works most of the time.
ahh..
uncle boyboy's motorcycle is
SOOO nice.
and so is abang rafiq's one.=))


blahblahblahblahblah.
i LOVE today.
too many reasons.
and the best thing was
sharing those reasons to
a dear sister of mine who
suddenly got close.
heh.
the magic of syawal?


i also wanna tak this chance
to thank Allah.
the only God that i believe in.
i am blessed with family and friends who cared for me and respected me. You've made me realise how lucky i am to be me. You've given me the reason to live.
thank You.


You've given me enough food to keep me going. and You have also made me realise that some are not as fortunate as i am. and they still hold on to You, praying that they'll be more fortunate in the afterlife unlike in the world right now.
thank You.


i know the good deeds i've made in this world is not enough to pay back what You've given me- two eyes, two ears, a mouth, two pair of hands and feet. and the list goes on and on.
so i wanna thank You from the bottom of my heart.
thank You.
thank You.
thank You.


wheee..


firstly,
SELAMAT HARI RAYA
AIDILFITRI.!!
to all muslims in the world.


kayy.
i think i've told everyone
selamat hari raya.


yupp.
either thru friendster testimonials,
msn messenger or sms.


if i missed anyone,
SOWIE!


heh.
kk.
so alotta pleasant suprise[?]
i might say,
happened.
heh.
sth.
and sth.
and sth.


wanna noe?
whoops. guess i wont tell.


ssssshhhhhhh.




HEY!
just realised i havent played with
BUNGA API
yet! hmph!
not fair!


ishh.
parents sooooo sebok with renovating the house
until forgot our usual 'routine' during ramadan.
*stomping feet*
i wanna play with firecrackers.


niwaes. niwaes.
cant wait for tmr!
wait.. no.. later today..
where we dress up,
take family photo
and go to grand's place.
whheee.


i like!
apart from the nice food and
*ehem* green packets,
we get to meet our cousins.
yay! yay!
but the part i dont like is when,
we minta maaf until we cry..
haii..
not that its not nice or anything,
its such a happy occasion and you cry.
SPOIL kannn.




klahh..
me going off now.
buhbyee.


CAMAT HAWI RAYERR.
MAAF ZAHIRR DAN BATIN.


heh.

got a new template.



looks nice ehh.
i dont need you.
do i?
the words are so nice.



especially when u mean it. =))



and i do.
bahh. i think i shall do some confessions.



to shrtl: dont let history repeat itself, yeah. and i dont think its a mistake this time. btw, u SERIOUSLY need to go out. youre going hoohoo! stop studying for awhile. haliim loves you! and you love him too! aww. so sweet.



to him: if you even know who u are. i cant stop liking you. =))
i tried but failed. closing the chapter on you. but shud i really? you tell me.



to lalat: i hate being called a gay. wait. now your nick is cowfly. heh. cowfly. moooo. ouhh. and your tribal thingys is nice. but wait.. u know that already. x)



to sufi: hey. i appreciate you being so caring. heh. concentrate on your studies! x))



to ira: i know im such an irritating sister. i admit it. just tolerate it then. haah! and.. urm, i used your eyeliner A LOT of times. heeh. jangan marah eh. my one finish.



to farah: i actually wanted that espirit umbrella. i nice, u see. so i gave in to you. nevertheless, i had such a fun time on that saturday.



there.
im done.
phewww.
feel lighter now.



bahh.
nothing else to say.



ouhh!






to all the muslims in the world:



SELAMAT HARI RAYA AIDILFITRI!



EID MUBARAK!



EID SAEED!



KULLA AM WA ANTUM BI KHAIR!



kalau ader tersilap kata tolong maafkan, yer.


today nth much happened.



bumped into ryn at giants in parkway.
heh.
'why u all dressed up just to go here'
haha.
farniee.
and f.y.i, i didnt just dress up to go giants,
we went window-shopping too.
x))



oooouuuhhhh!
and guess what! guess what!
i met a usher look-alike.
~wheeee
cant believe my eyes!
haaa..



so cute.
altho not so tall.
but ouh so nice.
so exactly!
~wheee



purposely go back and forth to see him.
haaaaa...
SO CUTE!






okay.
i shall shuddup now.
haiiyyyy..






got nothing to say.
just that.
i wanna tok crap actually.
but so not in a crap mood.
wrote almost everyone hari raya testimonials.
hope u guys like it.!
heeh!



crap crap crap.
just for the record,
i dont like being called gay.



hope u had a nice day!